A.N

Greetings readers!

How are you today?

I know this kind of stuff is annoying but I won't bother you anymore.

I just wanted to suggest some stuff. I've done this earlier and I hope it worked. When reading a touching story, emotive music is always suitable. So I'd suggest you some songs you'd like:

Ashes Remain- Right here

Trading Yesterday- Shattered

Story Of The Year- Until the day I die

I was listening to the above while writing. There are some others you might like. Their list is in the beginning of my other fanfic: Aishiteru. Check it out if you like.

So, I hope you like this fanfic more than others because it's my favorite. And please review! I really need motivation. I apologize again for disturbing you for so long. Enjoy the fanfic!

"You're an animal."

"No worse. Human."

-Runaway Train

'So, you're leaving after all, huh?' her makeup was running down her face. I could see her crooked smile in the pale moonlight. She stared at the moon. We were standing face to face. I turned around. 'After all that we've been through?' she whispered. She froze. I didn't move either. I looked down at her shade. It seemed so small and insecure. Her shade gradually changed from a human silhouette into a tree; Sakura tree. It was beautiful. Suddenly her black shade gained color and became even more breathtaking. I could see the pink flowers and thin branches. I looked to her left, the tree had turned real. A small, pink tree stood there alone. And… she was gone. The girl had disappeared. I looked at the tree sadly. Then I looked down at my shade again. It seemed more like a black stain then a human's shade. It started turning into something else. An animal, no… a monster… a horrible, disgusting creature which looked like a snake. I wanted to throw up. I looked away and saw the creature itself. It was a huge, white snake. Its body consisted of other little snakes. And its head… its head was a human's head. No, not a human's; it had long spiky, black hair. Yellow, narrow eyes; white pale face; a disgusting, disastrous long tongue. I was completely paralyzed; I couldn't move or talk. I was startled by the terrifying creature. It froze for a moment. And then rapidly attacked me with its long tongue. I looked away and screamed.

'Aaaaaaaaaaaaa!' I yelled and quickly sat up on my bed. I was sweating. My whole body was trembling and shivering. I was sick. I stood up and ran to the bathroom. I threw up and returned to my bed. I was sweaty but cold. My head ached and was killing me. My stomach felt like I've been on an awful rollercoaster. I threw away my blanket and started looking for my pillow. I guess I was really frightened because the pillow was lying at the other end of the room; I must have thrown it in panic. I looked around. The room was dark, silent and creepy. I felt like all the demons from hell had gathered here to play cards. It was sick. It's been quite long since I've felt anything like this or actually anything at all. I picked up the pillow and lay on my bed. I lay there sick, all alone, in the darkness, not able to think properly and fed up with all the mistakes I've made. I was lying facing the ceiling, on my back, with my hands hanging lifelessly from the edges of the bed. I stared at the ceiling for a long time and felt the madness crawling into my already sick mind step by step, conquering the sane parts of my mind.

'Why am I even alive…?' I whispered to myself. I talk with myself quite often, because I get quite lonely now and then. Cold sweat rushed down my chest like a waterfall. 'Am I even sane anymore…?' I laughed quietly. 'Dude, it's been a long time since you've been sane.' I answered to myself. 'How ironic, I ruined my own life even though so many people tried to stop me and prevent me from this nightmare. But I was a fool, and I still am. I am a selfish, arrogant, dumb, crazy idiot.' I laughed a bit louder. I stood up and walked to my closet. It was completely dark and awfully hot. I threw on some clothes and rushed out of the window. I landed in front of my window. I looked up; the moon and the stars were shining bright. Cool breeze blew in my face making my boiling body cool down a bit. I walked, slowly; I had no idea where to go or what to do. The only thing I knew was that I wouldn't return to that place. I had made too many mistakes, i didn't have the right to make any more. I had to leave my past behind and forget everything I've been fighting for my whole life. Seems to be impossible, doesn't it? I had to forget revenge, pain, hatred, agony and start all over again.

I walked alone, in the darkness with only moonlight showing me the way. I didn't know where I was going. I was wandering into the void, not caring about the consequences. I had my head down; my eyes were staring onto the ground meaninglessly. I had my hands in my pockets and I looked like a lost, drunk, high tramp. I stopped at the beginning of a forest. I heard autumn leaves cracking. It was October. The forest… it kept something magical in it; something secret; undiscovered greatness; the wind whispered a lullaby, making me remember the one my mom used to sing when me and my brother were little. I felt something like a ball stuck in my throat making it sore. A drop on my cheek… was I crying? Maybe. Was I miserable? Absolutely. Did I want to go back to my childhood? More than anything in the world. Another drop… another one, it was drizzling. I raised my head and looked straight in the sky. It was as black, as mysterious, and as endless as it was that day… when my happy life ended; when joy was changed with agony, when hatred pushed love out of my heart, when friendship turned into loneliness, when a smile turned into tears.

I stepped forward; into the wood. I walked a few steps; moonlight was vanishing away more and more as I strolled deeper. Soon enough, total darkness reigned throughout the trees. I couldn't see my own feet, however I walked. I stumbled and fell. I wiped away the dirt and kept on. That happened many times, later on it started pouring. The raindrops were hitting my head and shoulders so hard they had started aching.

I walked aimlessly; I staggered like a half-dead person trying to get away from his own fate. My feet were sore; my head was heavy like a bullet, my heart was beating slowly and quietly, sometimes I wondered if it was still beating. Everything seemed like a nightmare; a nightmare brought to life.

"Ninja must see underneath the underneath."

Those words rang in my ears like a bell. I smirked pitifully. What does it have to do with my situation? Can I even call myself a ninja anymore? Kakashi-sensei saw underneath the underneath and warned me; I didn't listen. I couldn't understand what result I would get. And again I understand I am an idiot.

I heard someone's voice; sobs and mumbles. I stopped and listened. A woman… no, a girl. I walked closer, the sounds got louder. I came to a tall building. I looked up. A window, it wasn't too high so I could see it. A girl was sitting on the windowsill. I looked closer… my heart skipped a beat…

P.S

And again I'm bothering you with my endless notes, sorry.

Just wanted to tell you (though I'm sure you've understood, you're quite smart ;)) that this is Sasuke Uchiha's POV.

Have a nice day and eat a lot of vegetables, they're good for your health!