Disclaimer I'm sorry to say that I don't own Tree Hill, except for seasons 1 and 2 on DVD.
This is my first story so PLEASE suggestions, commets
I'm the girl that no one really notices. I'm the girl that no one hates, yet no one loves. I probably look ok on the outside. I am. I seem like I have no problems, and truthfully I really don't. I may be considered popular, but I'm not necessarily in the "it" crowd. Everyone knows my name, Haley James, they just forget it sometimes.
No one really thinks of me a lot. I often feel like an afterthought. (Not to say I'm not liked, because I am. I just don't get too much attention, which is ok at times.) Sometimes I wish things were how they used to be. I had a best friend. We went together almost everywhere, just him and me against the world. We're still friends, but ever since he met his half brother and joined the basketball team, we're not as close. If he wasn't hanging out with him, he was hanging out with his girlfriend Brooke Davis. True, the more popular he got, the more I followed and was accepted in a way. I can't help but feel shadowed though, like maybe I'm not my own person. Even though I was accepted, I wasn't really welcomed like Lucas. Even now I still feel left out sometimes.
I'm not exactly complaining, yet I feel overshadowed and unappreciated. I'm still tutor girl, it's just harder now. I can't live up to my best friend, Lucas Scott aka Mr. Popularity Basketball star. The only way I could was if I was a cheerleader (like that's going to happen!!!) I can't live u to my sister Taylor as she puts it "the beautiful rebel". Even though I think I know who I am, I can't help but search. I guess I'm still trying to learn exactly who I am and want to be.
Things are complicated and I am a bit confused. There's actually no drama, but I can't help but feel a little friendless. Sure, the one person who I could really talk to was taken away. I thought things would be the same still, but they're not. Not really anyways. My "friends" don't always invite me. Not even Lucas sometimes! I do understand the rest of them though. We're friends (me, Peyton, and Brooke) but we're not really close. Besides my tutoring students, I can't help but feel a little useless. No one really NEEDS me as their friend, no one really needs advice from me, or to be a shoulder to cry on. I can't really help but feel a little lonely and out of place sometimes.