This is the first time I'm ever posing anything up here, so please bear with me. I'll try my best to update as much as I can.
I'm not great at spelling so I'll apologize ahead of time for any miss-spelled words that are present.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the Twilight characters that are presented in this story.
Full Summary:
Its not that I don't want any friends, because trust me I do. Its just that its hard having to work towards a relationship that seems like you're the only one that wants it. I'm tired of being hurt, getting rejected, or backstabbed but people that I thought were my friends. It's only my dad and me, or at lest it was. I'm alone now, and I like it that way, or at lest I did. How can someone know what he or she wants or needs, if they've never had it?
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I don't even know why people give themselves New Years resolutions, they never even fallow through with them. In less then a month, the thoughts of their New Year resolutions are pretty much trashed. All because of their lack of self-control. I'm sure the only reason people even make them in the first place is because of tradition, and the thought of being able to give up something for a whole year is appealing in someway.
Its like they make them in the moment, not realizing what it is that they are setting themselves up for. I remember when I was younger; I couldn't wait to make my New Years resolution. It was often times something stupid, like, being able to keep my room clear, or spending less time watching television and eating ice cream. It never lasted long, so as I grew older I realized there was really no point in making them. It was clearly setting a goal for myself that I'd never be able to reach. It's a waste of breath, and time. Its almost like it was created to taunt human-beings for their lack of self-control, how their slaves to all things material.
Don't get me wrong there's nothing wrong with setting goals. Goals are a good thing to have, They make sure to push you to do your best, help you to believe that you are capable of doing and reaching so much more then you have up to this point. But how many of those people do you think really believe that they'll make it? Not many. But it's the thought of it that makes them get up every morning. The truth about these resolutions that are made every year, by people who very well know that their goals will never be meet. Is that they all mean nothing. Which is way when my mother came to my room just as the ball was about to drop, telling me that her resolution is to become a better mother, I never thought to believe her. And in truth that was a good thing because as of February 4th 1996 she left the house and never came back. Resolutions mean shit that's why I never make them, not anymore.