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I run a hand through my hair and wonder what to do; there is no way I can get out of this deal. No. I'm Christian Grey, I will think of something. Normally I would just take out my frustration out on a sub but Ana has been gone two years and I haven't been able to even think about anyone else since then. I wonder where she is now, what she's doing. I didn't even get Welch to track her down because it seemed she really wanted to just disappear. I hope she's okay, she has to be.

I walk into the games room and see the TV has been left on, but watching TV is the last thing I can think about right now. I start to pour myself a whisky when I hear the words Ana Steele and a very familiar giggle. I whirl around and there she is. Her beautiful face is covering my 62 inch TV. Quickly I check the TV guide, what the hell? Why is she at the some award show and why has no one told me that she's some singer/songwriter? A sleazy reporter with a short blonde bob is interviewing her, "So, Ana, is there anyone on the scene, relationship wise at the moment that we should know about at the Nooz?" I visibly tense, there better not be. She smiles that amazing smile that I have missed so much and giggles "Not at the moment, no, I had better be getting inside, I'm singing in a moment!" She waves to the camera and walks off. She looks fantastic, wearing an amazing red dress that fits her curves perfectly. I relax back into the sofa, I need to watch this, I need to know that she's alright and doing well for herself.

The camera switches to an inside view of the Staples Centre it's bursting to the brim with people and noise. I can spot some people I know and the odd celebrity whose music I like. Suddenly a voice comes over the speakers and announces, "Ladies and Gentlemen, opening the 1st ever National Music Awards is newcomer to the music industry Ana Steele!"

The curtains rise and Ana is stood looking fabulous, she raises the mike and says, "Before I sing I just want to say a few things, firstly thank you for letting me sing tonight, it's a great honour. I am going to be singing a song from my upcoming album. I am going to be singing I Knew You Were Trouble, I have written this myself about my past experiences. I have found song writing is a great way to express how I feel, I hope you enjoy!" Oh god, past experiences, well at least now she'll tell me how she feels, even if it is indirectly.

Music begins in the background, just slow chords and she starts speaking again.

I think-I think when it's all over,
it just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does. I didn't think she wanted me too, who would want me? I'm a monster and fifty shades of fucked up.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
it was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright. She never did like anything about having so much money, especially the security that comes with it.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? I am the devil, I always knew I was.
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me.

A guitar starts in the background to a fast beat and she starts to sing. Oh my god, she's amazing! Why did she never tell me she could sing?

Once upon a time a few mistakes ago
I was in your sights, you got me alone
You found me, you found me, you found me
I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard you took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone when he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies, he'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know that he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning
Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street I haven't moved on, there has been no one since you Ana.
A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see

He was long gone when he met me
And I realize the joke is on me, yeah!

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything, yeah No Ana, I did love you, I do. I just wish I had had the chance to tell you that before, as usual I fucked everything up.

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in (you were right there, you were right there)
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble

The guitar plays its last chord and she says one final thing over a cacophony of applause. "I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are."