It's all over.
The murders are over and Kieran is behind bars.
But how can I go on?.
My father was murdered.
My ex was murdered.
The love of my life was murdered.
My father wasn't always the best of dad's. He did tell a lot of lies and hid things from me like where my mom was. But he only wanted to protect me and keep me safe. He never told me Will or Jake were blackmailing him until it got really serious.
I saw my dad's body at the morgue. He had been stabbed by a pitchfork. I couldn't cry. I couldn't feel anything. I felt numb.
I love you dad.
I will miss you making me orange juice every morning.
Seth Branson or Seth Palmer, whoever he was. Oh he was hot and so good in bed. I never cared if we got caught. He made me feel special. It wasn't anything serious just a booty call now and again. He did tell me he had serious feelings for me.
Seth had his hand chopped off and set on fire.
OMG!! I should never have left him locked up in the hotel room. If he hadn't been there he may still be alive. It's all my fault. I sent him to his death!!!
I just gotta wipe the tears out of my life. Hang on a minute.
Right all done, oh god Jake. The true love of my life Jake Fitzgerald.
We had known each other since we were tint kids. Our parents had been friends.
I used to hide Jake's action man's and he would have to go find them.
He in return would then hide my ponies. That bitch!!
When we were 7, Jake told me he loved me. But I said yuck!!.
I would never go out with Jake.
But we grew up together and grew close especially after Piper's murder spree.
We were there for each other. And after Jake had been stabbed and I thought I had lost my best friend forever I started to realise I never wanted to be without him, not ever.
I will never forget that first kiss.
He took me out for a picnic by the lake.
He said he had made all the food. I knew the truth was his mom had done all the work!!.
"Brooke Maddox, I love you. I have loved you since the first time you stole my action man". These were his words as I bit into a sausage roll causing me to spit a bit out in surprise.
"Really?" I then asked after finishing the bit of roll.
"Will you be my girl? I promise to always love you and treat you like the princess you are" he had the most nervous smile I had ever seen.
"Yes Jake" I said with a grin as his face lit up and we leant in close and kissed for the first time. It was the most amazing kiss I had ever had because it was with my soulmate.
We had been together for months, we had been happy until just after Emma came back and he disappeared after i dumped him for being a dick.
I was worried about him.
I was up on stage when his body fell onto of me.
My Jake was dead, murdered.
All our plans were gone.
To go to New York.
To get married.
All gone.
When I discovered Kieran had killed Jake, Seth and my father. I wanted to kill him.
But someone was there for me to help calm me.
His name was Gustavo Acosta.
He reminded me of Jake. Maybe that's why I started to develop feelings for him.
It's been a few months since they died and I now live with Stavo and his dad.
I'm healing.
I'm gonna be fine.