AN:
The usual cliché story.. Kagome getting tired of Inuyasha seeing Kikyou and her being treated just as the shard detector. So, she made a poem for her… Please… read and review..
Kikyou…Kikyou…She's all that mattered to him. Can't he see? Kikyou isn't the sma Kikyou he fell in love with fifty years ago… The kikyou now wants him dead… I didn't know Inuyasha can be this stupid" Kagome thought as she watche Inuyasha sneaked just to see Kikyou again.
Ever since they saw and save Kikyou form NAraku the other day, Inuyasha always sneaks out on them in orfer to see his dead priestess. And this broke Kagome's heart. Even from the start she knew Inuyasha can never love her back. He only see her as a reincarnation of his long dead lover. And now she came back to life.. Kagome turned back into being his shard detector. That's all she can be, a shard detector.
Kagome rummaged through his oversized back pack and pulled out a notebook and a pen and then started writing. It read:
To Inuyasha.
I hope you would be happy with Kikyou… Now that she's back, you have no use for me anymore. Might as well go back to my world and attend to my own life. Well, before I go. Just want you to know. I love you.
p.s. The shikon shards were in Sango's pocket. Just get it from her.
>Outside the window.
Outside the window, I look.
But I did not see the beauty it offers.
All I can see is his smile,
And the way his eyes look at me.
But no, certainly not me,
For he never even spared a glance.
He would look my way but wouldn't see,
For there was nothing in me.
Only one beauty exists for him,
The beauty of his girl, which is not me.
For him, I am just a phantasm,
Ethereal, impalpable, imaginary and unreal.
And his smile, It was never meant for me.
It was for her, his girl.
A smile so sweet and loving,
A smile that I can have only in my dreams.
I'm tired of this waiting,
I'm tired of just pretending.
So now, I decided to stop this insanity,
And start a new life, so,
Outside the window, I look,
But I did not see the beauty it offers.
For all I can see is his smile,
And the way his eyes look and pass through me.
yours, Kagome
Kagome closed the notebook and stood up. She went over the sleeping bag where Shippou, the kitsune, is peacefully sleeping. She placed the notebook beside SHippou and kissed him on the forehead. A tear fell from Kagome's eyes but she wiped them away. Then, Kagome went over where Miroku is seating with his staff. As usual, the perverted monk was dreaming of something sick again. Because he was moaning audibly. She planted a light kiss on his cheek and he whispered, "Sango" Kagome smiled. Then lastly, she went to Sango, and whispered goodbye to her. Sango stirred lightly but she didn't woke up because all of them were exhausted due to the previous battle. Kagome dropped the bottle that contained the Shikon in her pocket. And with one last glance to the three, she left.
She tried retracing Inuyasha's path. "Why am I looking for him? I'm sure he's getting cozy with Kikyou by now." Kagome thought. So instead of looking for inuyasha she just traced the pathe leading to the bone eater's well.
After saying one last final goodbye, she jumped. There was a pink light and she was gone.
AN;
Well, what do you think?? This is only the first part… R&R please… so that I would know if I should continue this or not… well, thanks.