A/N- Here's the sequel to Meant to Be. Thanks to the following reviewers for reviewing the last chapter of that story.
Kerri- I'll try to make this one a little better. Thanks!
Gaia- Hope you like the sequel just as much!
Cpt. Ritter- Thank you! It wasn't the ending I wanted but I'm glad you liked it!
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Always There For You
ch. 1 Stubborness Pt. 1
Terras sat on the couch that had once belonged to Dr. Heightmeyer. She sat there remembering what she had done. Of course, it hadn't really been her. Amar, the Wraith, had taken control of her body and killed the psychiatrist. But Terras still felt as guilty as if she had been in control.
Terras was reflecting on the memory when a knock sounded at her door. She jumped and rushed over to open it. Teyla stood in the doorway.
"Teyla. Come in." Terras stepped aside to let her friend in.
"Thank you. I just wanted to see how you were doing withyour new job." Terras gestured for Teyla to sit down. Once they were both seated, Terras answered.
"It is difficult. I admire Dr. Heightmeyer for staying so... sane all these years."
"Yes. She was amazing. But I'm sure you're doing just fine." Teyla and Terras sat in a comfortable silence for a minute.
Rodney burst into the room, disturbing the quiet, and thust a laptop into Terras' arms.
"Don't tell anyone you've got this, don't tell anyone who you got this from, and don't give this to anyone. Keep it here for awhile till I come back to get it." Rodney rushed back out of the room.
Teyla and Terras stared after himin shock until another person burst into the room.
"Teyla, Terras, have you seen Rodney?" Elizabeth asked.
"No." They said in unison.
"Hey is that my laptop?" She asked, pointing to the offending object still in Terras' hands.
"No." Teyla anwered and quickly thought of a lie to save Rodney. "This is Dr. Zelinka's. He was in here a couple of minutes ago and left it."
"Oh. Well if you see Rodney, let me know." Elizabeth sulked out of the room.
"Why would Dr. McKay steal Dr. Weir's computer?" Terras asked Teyla.
"They do that occationally. Play-stealing each other's things. At least that's what Colonel Sheppard says." Teyla eyed the laptop. "Let me see that." Terras handed it over and Teyla opened it up.
"What is 'solitaire'?" Terras asked, looking over Teyla's shoulder.
"I'm not sure but it sounds a lot like solitary so I don't really want to know." They looked through all of the programs and found nothing interesting. Teyla was about to close it when a little icon at the bottom of the screen caught her eye. She opened up Windows Media Player and looked through the options.
"Look there's music." Teyla clicked on it and instantly the room filled with Jamie O'Neal's voice. The two listened to that for awhile and then it switched to Lonestar. After that finished, Evanescence came on and Teyla gasped at the song.
You don't remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream
And dream I do...
Every night Teyla would lie awake and try not to dream of John but always ended up dreaming of him anyway.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
Teyla would give up her life to be with John and had to know that he was there in her life to go on living.
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
When John was with Chaya, Teyla mourned the loss of what could have been with John. When John was infected with the enzyme and kissed her, she knew he cared about her more than what was allowed. And then he apologized for it and asked Teyla to forget about it.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things are just like you are taking over
The Wraith took control of her just like John was taking over her life.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
You're taking over me
Taking over me
It amazed Teyla how much this song reminded her of her life.
"What's wrong?" Terras asked, noticing Teyla's shocked expression.
"What? Oh nothing. I'm fine." Terras smirked.
"Kind of reminds you of John doesn't it?" Teyla looked away sheepishly, secretly praying that Terras would let the subject drop. She had no such luck.
"Teyla you really should tell him. You never know. He may like you as much as you like him." Terras hinted.
"Yes. But he may not like me that way at all. That is most likely. I'm sorry Terras but I don't want to ruin our friendship over this."
"But Teyla, this will ruin your friendship. Say he does like you that way but you don't tell him. What will happen to you two if he falls in love with... say Dr. Weir? It'll be just like me and Ronon. You'll get farther and farther apart until you never speak to each other again."
"Terras, that was different with you and Ronon-"
"Is it?" Terras cut her off. "Think about it Teyla. It's no different. Please take my advice and tell him. It will do you both a lot of good." Teyla was saved from more of the lecture by Rodney knocking on the door and poking his head in.
"Elizabeth isn't here, is she?" He whispered.
"No." Teyla said. Rodney jumped the rest of the way in and quicly closed the door.
"Good. I'll take the laptop back now." Teyla exited out of the Media player and tossed the evil laptop that started all this into his arms and stalked out of the room. One of her many faults was stubborness and Teyla was not about to admit that Terras was right.
A/N- Okay I've decided not to threaten my reviewers this time. But I'm not above begging! Pppppppppppppllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssdddeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee review! Please! If I have some encouragement I'll get over my procrastination and type faster!