Okay I've been writing this for about a year on the-n and I decided that I should put it on here. Now this is 4 chapters worth on the-n, but I figured to make it all into 1 chapter. This story is called "Anyone But You," and it's a Juderman, so if you don't like Judermans then PLEASE LEAVE AND DON'T LEAVE ANY RUDE REVIEWS. This takes place after season two. All of the things and songs in season two have happened except Jude and Speed dating.
Disclaimer: I don't own ANY of the characters or songs unless I say otherwise. I also don't own Instant Star in ANYWAY! I mean really, don't you think that if I owned it I'd be in Canada hanging out with the cast? Oh well whatever. You can't sue me now that I have this disclaimer. Lol.

Jude and Spiederman Mind Explosion walked up on the stage about to perform their first concert of their 2nd tour.

Sick of the line that's fading me
I never know what to believe
in a world that's crushing me
you're the only one I see

Dear Diary,
I guess it was the end of the last tour when I started realizing my feelings toward him. Almost one year ago. And I know it's pathetic, but I can't make a move on him. I just can't. It's so hard. Sometimes it seems like he really cares. Yet other times it seems like he just wants to fool around... like a friend slash older brother type. But he's not like an older brother to me. I mean if he was, I would so NOT be having these thoughts about him because that is just WRONG!

I don't change my mind for anybody.
I won't waste my time on just anybody.
I won't share my life...
With anyone but you
it's such a long way...
With anyone but you
I couldn't follow...
With anyone but you
Never anyone but you

I think when I first realized my feelings toward him, it was in the tour bus. Wally and Kyle were fast asleep but, me and Speed were too buzzed on natural high from our last performance of tour to sleep. So, instead we played cards. Don't think dirty thoughts, it wasn't strip poker or anything like that. It was go fish. It was my turn so I looked at him and asked "You got any kings?" He looked at me right in the eye and sighed saying "Yep." That's when I noticed his eyes. Different shades of brown mixed with frustration, confusion, love, passion, and so much more. It was amazing.

They put my poster on the wall,
they watch and wait for me to fall,
they think they made me who I am.
Oh they don't know me at all.
I Don't change my mind for anybody.
I won't waste my time on just anybody.
I won't share my life...
With anyone but you
it's such a long way...
With anyone but you
I couldn't follow...
With anyone but you
Never anyone but you
they build you up so high

So you can hardly see the stars beneath your feet
I'm falling through the cloud
Then it'll be the next to catch me
Ah, ah, ah
With anyone but you
It's such a long way..
With anyone but you
I couldn't follow...
With anyone but you
Never anyone but
Never anyone but
with anyone but you
It's such a long way.
With anyone but you
And I couldn't follow...
With anyone but you
Never anyone but you

I guess he never realized, but I wrote this song for him, because...well... I think I'm falling in love.
Love,
Jude

The crowd cheered after the concert.
Jude: THANK YOU MANHATTAN! YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!
Crowd: ENCORE, ENCORE, ENCORE!
Jude looks at the band and asks, "You wanted to give them and encore?" They reply, "Yes," and they start playing a song from her first CD Jude smiles and laughs.

You said you didn't need me (but you did)
You said you didn't want me (but you do)
It's kinda like a comedy
Well first you kiss me
And then you say we're through
I say you got some issues (yeah you do)
Some things you gotta work through (really do)
It's sorta like a talk show, no wait a freak show
When the freak is you

Dear Diary,
Did you see her smile when we started playing this song? It was Amazing! When she wrote this song though, I think she was still hung up on Shay or Tommy. I think it was Tommy. What ever he did, he must have screwed her up pretty bad. If I were dating her however, I would NEVER hurt her. Hypothetically speaking of course.

I'm the smoke from your fire
I'm that lie you can trust
I'm the chord on your guitar
I'm that girl you can't shut up
I'm the blood you might need
In your car when you speed
In that cigarette you breathe
You can't get rid of me
You said I wasn't funny (but you laughed)
You said I couldn't drive fast (then you crashed)
Funny how it works out
With your big mouth
You'll always get it back
You thought you had me worked out (you're not deep)
Mr. I screw about (you're still a creep)
At best you could've confessed
That you're a big mess
And that you're so damn weak
I'm the smoke from your fire
I'm that lie you can trust
I'm the chord on your guitar
I'm that girl you can't shut up
I'm the blood you might need
In your car when you speed
In that cigarette you breathe
You can't get rid of me
But still, I try and justify
Try to let this die
We'll never say goodbye I can't wait
I'll rub it in your face
Dressed in pretty lace
I'll send you home, to cry
Ha ha ha ha ha ha
Ha ha ha ha ha
Ha ha ha ha ha ha
I'm that blood you might need
In your car when you speed
In that cigarette you breathe
You can't get rid of me
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Ha ha ha ha ha ha
Ha ha ha ha ha
Ha ha ha ha ha ha
You can't get rid of me

I mean I would never think she would like me in that way and I would never like her in that way. Especially if I break her heart. She might right a song like THIS about me. But, would I ever think about her that way? I'm not too sure anymore...
Till next time,
Speed

After the concert...
Jude: "Oh my God! You guys were AWESOME! I was horrible on the first song. I kept spacing out."
Wally: "I thought you were great Jude."
Speeds Thoughts: 'Look at Wally flirting with her! Man he's so annoying. Wait... Why am I acting jealous?'
Jude: "Aw thanks Wally. I knew I could always count on you."
Kyle: (Joking) "What about me Jude? You don't love me?"
He put his hand over his heart, pretending that she broke it.
Jude: (Joking) "OF COURSE I love you. You complete me Kyle."
Speeds Thoughts: 'Kyle to? Man I've really got to get out of here.'
Speed: "You dudes are making me sick."
And with that Speed stormed off to the tour bus leaving the other's confused.
Jude: "What was all that about?"
Kyle: (serious) "I think I know."
Wally realizes Kyle was about to tell Jude what Speed didn't want her to know.
Jude: "What?"
Kyle: "He--"
Not wanting Jude to find out what's wrong, Wally save Speed's and Kyle's ass.
Wally: "He's PMSing".
Kyle: "Ha-Ha."
Jude: (laughing) "I better go check on him. See if he needs any pads."
Wally: (Joking) "Make sure they have wings."
Jude: "Ha-Ha."
Jude walks away and Wally smacks Kyle's head.
Kyle: "What was that for?"
Wally: "For you being an idiot."
Wally walks to the tour bus to where Jude and Speed are, leaving Kyle confused.
Kyle: "What did I do?"

Jude walked over to Speed with Wally and Kyle following behind. Speed looks up and just rolls his eyes. Jude studies his face with a concerned look.
Jude: "Is everything alright Speed?"
Speed: "Yeah...It's just...nothing."
Jude: "You blew up on your best friends and you call that nothing?"
Wally: "Jude I'm sure it was nothing, and if it was something, then we forgive him. Right Kyle?"
Kyle: "Uh, right."
Jude: "But if something's wrong I want you to tell me because I care for you Speed."
Speed looks confused thinking she meant it in a more than a friend kind of way. Jude realized this and widens his eyes not wanting Speed to find out her feelings for him.

Jude: "Uh. I uh, m-mean you are my best friend."
Kyle: (joking) "HEY! You're cheating on me?"
Jude: "Ha-ha."
Jude goes over to Kyle and hugs him making Speed even more jealous.
Speed: "Whatever."
Speed then storms into the tour bus.
Wally: "I told you he was PMSing."
Speed hears this and yells from the bus "SHUT UP WALLY!"
Jude is really confused by the way Speed is acting, but decides it would be best to leave him alone and let him cool off.
Jude: "Well I'm going to get some rest for now guys."
Wally: "Okay. We'll be playing video games."
When Jude went inside she decided to call Jamie before talking a nap.
Jamie: "Hello?"
Jude: "Hey!"
Jamie: "JUDE! Hey rock star. It's great to hear from you? What's up? How's the tour?"
Jude: "The tour is GREAT. But confusing."
Jamie: "What do you mean?"
Jude: "Do you know if Speed is bipolar or something? I mean he has been having these major mood swings whenever me, Kyle, and Wally are fooling around."
Jamie: "You mean he's never told you before?"
Jude: "Told me what?"
Jamie: "Oh...uh… Nothing, I've said too much already. I gotta go Jude. I have to um... take my grandma to bingo. BYE!"
Jude: "JAMIE!"
But it was too late. Jamie already hung up.
Jude's thoughts. 'What was all that about? What is Speed not telling me?'