First fanfic. I hope its ok.
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Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
But that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told
I can't believe she's really gone.
Gone for good.
Ill never see her again
The love of my life
Gone.
And to make matters worse my daughter. Our daughter will never get to remember her face, she's only 4 years old. Not to mention I haven't been much of a father to her for the mast few months. I know need to be strong for her. That's what she would have wanted.
I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land
And now her mother, the person I considered my life has
These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
'Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
But now I try to under-analyse
Died, and it feels like she taken my life with her. But I have to be strong for our daughter.
I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land
Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?
I have to be strong, I will be strong, I will now look towards the future and not be stuck in the past. I will do it.
Say
Whatever will be will be
Take
The good, the bad
Just breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land
Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land
I will be with her when it's my time. All I need to do is look up at the stars and remember the good times. Remember my time with my beautiful wife, my beautiful Brie.