A/N um this is just a lil drabble. i got bored:'( tear
Buffy steps out of the bathroom into the hallway to find Spike walking down the hall. They are face to face. Buffy stops in her tracks as soon as she sees him and tries to cover herself with the stained blouse.
SPIKE You look nice.
BUFFY Oh, thanks. (looks down at her camisole) Uh, traditionally, one wears something over this.
SPIKE Heard you got a date.
BUFFY (nervous) Well, it's unclear. I mean, I have this whole theory about a promotion. Or he's evil.
SPIKE Buffy, I'm all right.
BUFFY You don't have to—
SPIKE What? Be noble? I'm not. Really, I'm all right. Think I still dream of a crypt for two with a white picket fence? My eyes are clear.
BUFFY Good. I'm glad. Thank you.
SPIKE Never much cared for picket fences, anyway. Bloody dangerous.
BUFFY You should try this too. The going out thing, I mean. I mean, there's that girl you brought to Anya and Xander's not-a-wedding.
SPIKE Oh, yeah, right. There's always girls who like the look—bad boy, you know. (nods) Does it for some of them.
BUFFY Yeah, I can see that. I should go. I don't wanna be late.
she walks down the hall and then turns around "are you sure your okay" she asks
"I just want you to be happy. So do whatever you want as long as your happy. It's all i want" He replys and then leaves down for the basement
buffy goes up to her room to get another top. She runs into Faith.
"hey B heard you got a date"
"god thing travel fast here"
"What did spike have to say"
buffy had told Faith everything about last year and they are pretty close.
"All he said was that he wants me to be happy"
"and..."
"and i'm thinking about not going because i wouls be more happy that way. Damn faith how do u do that. Your just like a mom
making me confess and see what i have to........"
"Woah okay if i'm your mum for now you gotta keep quiet. you trail on."
"thanks"
"Now go and cancel the date and spend time with your honey" faith giggles
Buffy leaves the room. She goes and picks up her mobile and calls him.
She cncels the date by saying she din't feel to good.
The blonde slayer made her way down to the basement.
"Shouldn't you be getting ready" Spike asks
"um i cancelled the date."
"why?"
'i don't feel well" she lied
"sure slayer"
after that coment everything was silet. Spike was sitting in the cot and buffy was leaning against the wall
finally after a painful silence Spike broke it
"Sorry" he wisper softly
"For what" buffy asked in a whisper aswell
"For everything." Spike said
"I told it it's okay. no need to be sorry."
"But i am buffy. Everynight my dreams of the people i've killed are replaced with you face. your voice. Then i remember
what happend. It replays in my mind like a movie. I couldn't stand to see you ike that and i still cant"
"Spike," She starts
"Don't. Buffy i need to know something."
"what"
Spike gulps "if i was what i was last year. If i was standing infront of you know as the monster i was. Would you stake me.?"
Buffy remains silent
i/ i knew she wouls never let me live/i
"no" Buffy wispers barley loud enogh for spike to hear.
"why not"
"because i have seen you save dawn, Care for mum and Love me. you were more than a monster you were man."
"But what i did"
"was the monster but i had seen the man and that's all that matters"
For the next half hour was spent laughing talking and nothing.
"i guess you should leave now" Spike says to the slayer "i guess" she gets up and heads up to the stairs
"Slayer, Why didn't you really go on the date. you could have had a fresh start. you could have moved on from last year" Spike said the last past hesantily.
buffy is at the door but turns to face him. The slayer looks the vampire straigh in the eye
"Maybe i don't wanna move on."
Tell me if you want more?
i was goinna leave it here but hey
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