I woke up from a deep sleep. I looked into the mirror, mascara all smudged up on my face, dried up tears on my cheeks. I was wondering why am I crying? Then again I captured Nick swallowing Miley's mouth, RIGHT AFTER our date, RIGHT IN FRONT of me, I, innocent and helpless, ran away without any warning. Ignoring people talking to me, I heard Nick calling my name, I look back and see them snogging again. Boys are just.. RATS!I ran back home crying. I started deleting pictures of us on my mobile. He was my best friend ever since kindergarden. I always had a crush on him but was too shy to ask him if we want to go out. I finally was brave and asked him but, Miley had to just steal him away from me. My heart, my heart is broken into pieces, not into half but many small pieces. I try to erase that particular scene out of my head. I can't it keeps replaying, over and over again. I thought he loved me, more than a friend. I thought he was Mr.
Right. I thought wrong. I started taking pain killers, like 3 per day. There's this huge headache. My best friend, Demi, calls me everyday and asks me why am I skipping school, I don't answer, instead I hang up. Today, I went to school, my slutty makeup, the new emo look and thick hoodie - it was a sunny day and everybody was wondering why the heack am I wearing a hoodie on a 40 degrees tempreture. Well, gossip all you want, I don't give a shit. Nick stared at me, I try for a smile but straight away got back to my angry face when I see Miley by his side, Miley whispered something to Demi's ear... WAIT WHAT?! Demi? First she stole my boyfriend now my best friend. She is going way too far. After school, Demi tried to approach me but Miss Miley stopped her. I walk home ignoring all the stuff that happen today. I got home, I saw a penknife on my desk, I started going crazy and stab it gently on my arm, it hurts but it felt good, like I was on a rollercoaster. Each day, I go deeper and deeper until that day... Demi saw the penkinfe on my pocket and she saw bloodstains on my hoodie sleeve, I was a little drowsy, I don't know exactly what is happening... Demi pulled up my sleeve, I screamed really loudly, she ignored me and saw all the cuts on arm, the last one was really deep, you can see my flesh. Demi decided I should go see a phychiathrist.
I went to see one, Nick, Miley and Demi were brought in. Apparently, Miley threatened Nick to snog with her, threatened Demi to stop being friends with me. Demi tried to ignore Miley but she won't budge, Demi had to stick with it, Miley always get what she wants. Nick really loves more than a friend. We got our first kiss today, his lips taste soft and a tint of caramel. I stop taking pain killers and cutting myself, I guess happy endings do come true.