Chapter 1. Good to Bad.

Today was the day that I regretted in my years in high school. Today was the prom. While I'm going with my best friend, Edward Cullen, the hottest, sweetest, kindest person known to man kind. I would be excited if it wasn't for the fact that the only reason he asked me to the prom was because his EX-girlfriend, Tanya, broke up with him to be with Derek. The second hottest kid in the school.

I was so mad at her. How can she break Edward's heart. I've been in love with Edward since 5th grade when he became my best friend. And even though I'm happy that bitch isn't with him anymore, it gets me mad that he actually cried and is in a depression that I can't even bring him out of.

So now Edward's big idea is to make her jealous with none other than ME.

Flashback.

I was sitting next to Edward at our table in Biology when he suddenly turn to me and asks me "Would you go to prom with me?"

I was shocked, but dancing inside because he had gotten over Tanya. I couldn't speak so I only nodded my head.

"Well you know its not for real." He had crush my heart with just that sentence. But I didn't let him see it so he kept going.

"It's just that I had the best idea just now. Now that you have accepted to go to prom with me, will you do me another big favor?"

I just nodded again, because I couldn't speak.

"Well I was thinking that we can make her jealous. She was always jealous because I spent most of my time with you. So if she sees that I don't care that she broke up with me and that now I'm taking you to prom she would be mad."

I really had to think about this. I wish he loved me at least half of how he loves Tanya. Why can't he love me that way. If I do this I will definitely get my feelings hurt when he gets her back. And can I even stand just the though of having him close to me and having him hold me in his arms while dancing?

He was still looking at me with those beautiful green eyes that can get me to do anything he wanted. But how can I refuse him?

"Umm...I don't know if that's such a great idea beca..." I started to explain but he cut me.

"Yes it is Bella please, I would do anything for you. Please do it for your best friend. I love you. Please?"

"How can I deny you anything? You always know what to say." I said. I'm going to regret doing this I just know it. I was pulled out of my though when Edward hugged me and kissed me every where. Except my lips which I was hoping he would.

"Thank you Bella, thank you. What ever you need I'm here to help you. You say the word and I'm there." He said now looking straight at me eyes.

"Yeah I'll keep that in mind when I want to make somebody jealous." I was kidding but the face he made when I sad that. It was between hatred , mad and... jealous? But I was soon replaced by he normal expression. Oh well I must of seen something I wanted to see, not reality.

"Yeah well that would be a lucky guy, that I would have to sit down and talk to very seriously about his plans and thoughts about you."he said rather matter of fact. But in my head the only thing that I was thinking was 'yeah right that day will come' .

"Yeah well that day will never come. You don't have to worry because nobody is interested in me." I told him. But when I looked at him he was laughing. Whats wrong with him?

End of flashback

"Bella, hello in there. Whats going throw your head I've been calling your name for the past 5 minutes. Were you day dreaming again about Edward?" Alice yelled at me.

Alice knew everything about my crush on her brother. Yes Alice was a Cullen and his sister to make it worse. So even if I has trying to hide from him I couldn't because I was always with Alice, my best friend.

"No I was just thinking why I'm doing this shit. I don't think I can pull it off. What about when he leaves with her? What if he just leaves me there all alone while he attends to all her needs? What if after she come back to him he never speaks to me because she is jealous of my relation with him? What if..." I was cut in mid sentence by Alice.

"Can you stop asking yourself all this dumb question that have no answer because they will not come true. Now hurry because he is going to be here any minute." Alice is always going to be Alice.

When I looked at my self in the mirror I didn't recognize my self. I was actually...pretty.

"Nice right? Do you like it?" Alice questioned.

"Yeah I love it. I look.... pretty for once." I told her.

"You have always been pretty, is just that you don't see yourself very clearly." She said walking out of my room.

"Thank you. I'll see you over there." I told her. I still don't know why she couldn't come with us.

"Yeah well its always fun to see you in pain. But I'll see you at the dance. Don't be late." She screamed already down stairs.

I was so nervous. What was Edward going to think about me? Is he going to think I look pretty? I was about to go to the bathroom when the door bell rang. I immediately when down stairs always falling on the way down. When I went to open the door I took I deep breath and opened the door. And there he was in all his glory. Edward Cullen, in an all black tux . With his hair all over the place and those piercing green eyes that get me lost every time I look into them.

He gave me my favorite crooked smile of him and said "Hi. You look...wow...well beautiful would be the correct word."

I immediately put my head down and started blushing. I hated when that happened. Why couldn't I stay the same color and take his compliment and go. That would have been much easier.

"Thank You." I don't know if he even heard me because I barely heard my self.

"Your welcome. But don't blush it was the truth. And I'm going to have to thanks Alice for making you look so hot. So when Tanya sees you she is going to be so jealous that she'll want me back." He is really breaking my heart with out knowing.

"Well have you ever though that now she is going to get back with you because we are pretending to be together. So to get back at me she is going to try to still you from me." Just saying that sentence broke my heart knowing that all this is a big lie, and that he feels nothing for me other that friendship.

"Well at least she is going to want me. Don't ruin this for me please. If you have nothing supporting to say please don't say it tonight."

That really did hurt my feeling but if its what he want.

"Ok, what ever you want." I smiled up at him.

He grabbed my hand a walk me to his car, opened the door for me and then ran to his side.

I was so nervous that I didn't say anything all the way to the school. I guess he was nervous too because he didn't even look at me. But the only thing that was going throw my head is how much this is going to hurt me? Why did I even agree to this stupid plan? Because it is a stupid plan. Alice even told me that I was stupid to agree with her brother because I was only going to get my heart broken but I didn't listen to her. But after I though about it, and decided that it was a bad idea, she didn't let me go back on my word.

So here I am looking at a lot of teenager dancing all over the other and drinking, music. I was brought out of my thoughts when Edward spoke to me.

"So I'm going to put my arm around your waist and bring you close to me. And during the night I'm going to kiss your hair, forehead. I'm going to be looking into your eyes a lot. And I know you hate dancing but we are going to dance."

This just turned even worse. I will have to dance with him.

"Ok, well I'm warning you right now that we might have to go to the hospital at some point of the night."

He started laughing "If it get my Tanya back, I'm all for it." He put his hand on my waist and led me inside. I swear that his hand was burning through my clothe. And I couldn't hold back the smile that broke through my face. How can he not know what he is doing to me, why can't he just love me. It would be much easier for both of us if I didn't have to act as if I'm just his best friend.

We were walking through the doors and I felt every pair of eyes looking at us. Whispering between them about Edward Cullen's date.

I was scanning through the people to see if Alice was around , when i was a pair of eyes that I recognized. Tanya Denali. Looking at me with hatred. Then looked down to see Edward's hand on my waist, and started walking tour us.

Let the worse night of my life begging.