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I lie down to sleep at night with a sad thought,(don't we all)
My family is in the other room joking, laughing, my sister gloats about all the things she bought.(latest fashion, iphone 5..some people are broke here and its not nice to flaunt your blessings!)
My brother at college, my grandma in heaven,
I'm twirling in band, fake friends.(they told me harry potter was fictional!)
Dreaming but not believing in a miracle or Gods grace,
Someone please save me from this place!(no really i'm kidnapped in some nasty dungeon called SCHOOL!)
My thoughts corrupt me, my dreams are haunting,(i've read a book recentally about a sadistic clown that eats kids...)
My friends ignore me, my classmates taunting.
My head filled with wishes and dreams,
Wish i could see his face, hold his hand,
The boy i like who's in band.(cough, micah, cough)
Wish he knew how i felt! If he did it wouldn't matter,
To like me, for him, would be the latter.(i'm just too cool for himXD)
last choice, last in line,
My teammates win, I'm stuck behind.(hey..its not my fault i'm bad at tennis!)
Do they see i'm left out?(aparently not..either that or they just don't care)
Feel the pain i feel? How i wished to be apart of their click,
They say they like me... yeah! and i'm a brick!.(btw that was sarcasm)
Don't cry or they'll tease,
If i die the pain may ease.(acctually dieing will hurt MORE plus then you have to stand up to God DOUBLE YIKES!)
My mom lay in cold silence beneath the sod,
To save ME would be miracle from God.
I feel as though no one cares, Hear my plead!
I walk away, I look back. See them laughing,
They think it's all an act.(pft! and they say i'm a horrible actor!)
Wish they knew what i feel is real! maybe it's better this way.
My heart hurts like hammer on steel.(not sure how steel could "hurt" but ok...)
Beating, beating, gone...
Like the dieing drums of a sad song.
A sad song, Thats what this is.
My life is tired and worn,
Heaven would be such sweet bliss.(at least i hope it will be!)