Ever wonder about Jasper? Like, what about his story or his point of veiw? Well in this story, I'm brining it to life.

Disclaimer: I am not Stephenie Meyer. I do not take any credit for the charecters except for the ones I make up.

The smell was intoxicating. Everywhere I stood, humans with blood pouring through their systems were surrounding me. Half the time I couldn't think. All I thought about was the sweet taste of the thick red blood humans were harboring. Half the time I couldn't control myself. Lives of regular beings ended by my frenzied hands. And even though I was turned, I still had a hard time drinking only animal's blood. Alice believed in me when no one else did. She would offer her hand when I slipped. She would comfort me when I had the blood of innocent people on my lips. She was the only one I could look to. The only one I think about when I feel like I'm going to go crazy. I loved her with more passion then a man could ever love. She was my world now, not the blood that drove me insane or the rush of killing a victim. But I still wonder, is she enough to save me?

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Jane Aferstane. She was round with light blonde hair. Her arms were thick and so was her neck. Her blood smelled unusually delightful. As she walked her hair blew off the sweet aroma of vinegar and perfume. My mouth watered at the sight of her. She was just a walking baguette ready to be served and digested. My eyes tracked her every move. I fallowed her through dark allies and through her daily actives. She never once noticed me, and if she had I don't think she would've minded. I was cursed with inhumanly good looks, not one girl could resist me. Those were my victims; women that would have giggled with joy to see a man as handsome as I fallowing them. What foolish mortals. I hunted Jane for a week, stalking ever so closely. I noted her walk patterns' and when she was alone. After the week was through I followed her through an ally she took regularly. I made my foot steps audible so she could know I was in pursuit, and she did. She turned around alarm written across her face, but when she saw who was coming after her face eased up and a smile of pleasure crept on her face.

"Are you the one who were following me?" her voice was tainted with a British accent.

"I'm Jasper, Miss. Sorry to give you a scare." I bowed She giggled with delight. The sound was like a thousand bells.

"What can I do you for, Jasper?" when she said my name I almost jumped. I moved closer to her with a stride a gentleman would use to charm his wife.

"I've admired you from afar. You are the most delightful woman I have ever been aware about," I side stepped behind her and wrapped my arms around her chest.

"Mr. Jasper, what in heaven's name are you doing?" she didn't sound like she wanted me to let go. She blushed making all of the blood rush to her cheeks.

"Just one kiss is all I ask." I whispered in her ear.

"Oh no, I could never." That wasn't exactly a no. I titled her head back and kissed her soft neck lightly. She gasped, her heart accelerating. I moved my lips up and down her skin until I found the pressure point. I sunk my teeth through, clutching her head. She didn't scream, not once and when her blood turned sour and her heart ceased I tossed her body aside like trash. I sat down, my back against the wall, revolted at the monster I was. I hade left Maria in hope to become a better vampire, but all I was doing was taking lives. That wasn't what I had in mind as better. I looked at the dead carcass of the woman I thought was beautiful. I wanted to shout out to the sky. I wanted to beg the unknown forces of the above to take my own life in hope that maybe the others I took would come back. It didn't work out that way. I got up on my feet and dragged the body to a near by ware house. People would make up a story of how she died in there. No one would expect a blood sucking monster.

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The café was warm. I had no reason to be in a café but something drew me into it. I sat alone at the bar with nothing at my side. It was pouring rain in the middle of the day. My eyes were black and I was thirsty. A little small pixie vampire came up to me as I walked in and told me to wait for her here. I should have been on edge but I wasn't I was strangely clam, waiting for a vampire I hardly knew. She walked up to me with a smile on her face saying I kept her waiting. I didn't know what to make of that. She instructed me to sit down and wait for her. Oddly, I did. I tapped my fingers on the counter becoming impatient. The man on the other side stared at me until I noticed him.

"You going to sit there or are you going to buy something?"

I looked at him calmly. "Just waiting for someone."

"Look pal, you can't sit here unless you order something."

I looked at the menu briefly and said, "I guess I'll have coffee."

He grunted and went into the kitchen. I hated coffee even when I was human. I wished that the pixie would come back soon or I'll have to give up the only money I had. The man came back with a cup and a coffee jug. He poured me some and slid it next to me. I glanced at it then back at the door the girl went out of.

"Hey, I went and got you that. The least you could do is drink it."

I glared at the man hatefully and wished I could sink my teeth into him. He back away his hands held up.

"Alright don't drink it. But you still have to pay."

"No he won't. He'll just run out of here with the few cents he has." A voice like a thousand chirping birds said behind me. I didn't need to look around to know who it was.

I growled.

"Where have you been?" I hissed through clench teeth. The thirst was becoming overwhelming and if I didn't eat soon then I might kill the guy behind the counter.

"Don't be rude, I hade to meet some one. Now we can go."

"We? There is no we. I just waited here because I wanted to know how you knew me"

She sighed. "You will follow me. But I guess your attitude would be accepted, you're hungry." She didn't ask. She knew. I hissed and rubbed my temples.

"Come with me if you want to eat. There is another way then human blood. That's what you're looking for." Again she already knew. I didn't let it bother me though. In a way it was nice to have some one know about me. She held out her hand and I took it.

"I'm Alice by the way."

"Jasper." I bowed.

"I know." She flashed me a perfect smile. I grinned in return.

"Ever been to Washington?" She asked as we flew out the door. I have never been more thankful to leave a people infested are and to be with some again. The sun borke through the clouds and we ran into the shade, but I wished I could be in the sunlight again. More then anything...So I thought

I will continue My other story, "Never Ending Trouble". This one was for fun