Regret- a Gundam Wing fanfic by Y. Saaka (aka Amai)

Author's notes- Yes, this IS shounen ai. And YES I write both shounen ai and non-shounen ai. So if you don't like/feel comfortable with a male/male relationship, DO NOT READ THIS. And don't bother flaming me either...I won't reply. Ok! ^^; Just something I was thinking of after I wrote the first one posted at fanfiction.net. Angels are fun....Ok, enough of my babling--READ!

Silence. That was all this angel knew. Her yearned so very much for comfort but it wasn't possible...not now. Not after the permenant scars that he created on himself, with the deaths and murder he and brought on the lives of the innocent ones.

Hugging his blood-tainted wings his cryed softly, his emerald eyes filled with remorse. Did the innocent ones have people who loved them? Did they have family? Did they have something to live for?....He did not. It was so selfish of him...to kill..ones who already had something more than he would ever have. The tears silently fell down as the lone angel stared ahead to the darkness that was of his future. He could only think of one thing.

He hated himself. He hated every breath he took..every day that he killed mercilessly. He hated the fact that he had no one...no one to call his one...not even his sister. Catherine. The one who hated war so...her very brother! Her flesh and blood.... Shaking, the angel grabbed the dagger by which he would hope the end it. All of the pain, the death...the blood. Yes...he would finally be at peace...

He gasped. Some one had stopped him. Turning his one uncovered eye at this person, he felt comforted...Golden angel...with beautiful blue eyes filled with.....tears? He tried to turn away, not wanting to see the other one. But the golden angel pulled his face back to face his, and did something unexpected...

...He kissed him. The feelings the flowed through him were new...they told him of how this angel was just as tainted with blood as he, and how he had longed for one as well for so long. Letting go of the kiss, the golden angel still held on to him, as if his life depended on it. Looking up, the golden one smiled at him, and looking at the his smile, he finally understood what it ment.

You are mine and I am yours...never alone shall you be. You belong.

Hope that wasn't too hard to understand. ^^;; Please review! I'd like ta here what you think! Flame will be ignored of course. =P Till next time!