It sucks. Being in love like this.
"You'll get over him. Just give it some time. It wasn't really love."
Lies. I know the difference between love and infatuation. I've had crushes on other guys before. I've gone out with other guys before. Love is this indescribable feeling. You just know when you're in it. Love is a rollercoaster. Love is still thinking about that someone even after they're gone. I'm still in love with him, probably always will be. He's moved on to someone else. Yet, I'm still in love with him. I find myself thinking of him more often than I should be. The only reason I'm going out with someone else is to seem strong. Yet here I am, still thinking of him. Love sucks. It sucks to know he loves me too, just not in that way. It sucks to know that he's with her. It sucks to put on this fake smile and support them because they're my friends.
Being in love sucks.