Curse You
Vegeta/Goku
Vegeta POV
AN: Hello! I'm not good at giving short descriptions. So for the ones that decided to read this even though there's not much giving away in the description thank you! :D... In this story, when he sent that surge of energy that was supposed to kill Majin Buu and himself at the same time, it actually did its job. Also, Bulma is not in the picture, she was at one point but she isn't now.
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Damn that idiot! damn him straight to the hell or wherever he came from! How could he do this to me. How could he make me feel this way! I obliterated myself just to save him and this damned planet that he loves so much. Hell, I was stuck in another world by myself because that baka got his life back from the old kai. Now he was back on earth with his damned family, forgetting everything that happened. I lost everything that I held dear to me and he just gets to go back and pretend that what I did and what I said to him didn't happen. I had my chance to destroy him. I had the perfect opportunity. But my damned feelings for him got in the way. Even after I came back to fight Majin Buu, he acted completely oblivious to my feelings.
After the fusion with Kakarot, after feeling every damned thing that he does. My feelings only grew stronger for the damned idiot. There was a certain connection that he and I made while in the fusion. I can't really describe how it felt. There was a feeling in my heart after we split inside Majin Buu that was missing. It made me feel sick. How in the hell could I be getting feelings for this idiot. He was constantly had a smile on his face, and his natural born talent was incredible and yet. I couldn't help but hate him for it. I worked so hard and so long to become the greatest fighter in the universe, and he ALWAYS beats me, and he hasn't worked for any of his talent, it just comes right out of thin air it seems like. It was sickening, and yet I couldn't help but admire him for his strength and power that he had. It made me burn right in the pit of my stomach, watching him transform into a super saiyan and beyond made my body ache for him. It was an interesting feeling, the feeling that you are drawn to someone and the feeling is so strong that it makes your entire body ache. But you know that you can never act upon it, and it makes your heart very heavy with despair and hopelessness.
What makes me so damned angry about all of this is that he acts like he can't feel the things that I do! I know that he does because when we fused and every damned day afterwards, I can feel his feelings, his happiness and carefree nature. It makes me sick. As I think back to the first time I tried to express my feelings to the idiot, he just looked at me like he had no clue what I was talking about. I remember the look of confusion on his face perfectly. Then the anger came. I couldn't believe it. Just thinking about it now gives me chills.
**Flashback**
I was standing there, watching Kakarot struggling with the ki rings that I had put around his ankles, wrists, and neck. It made me smile to watch him struggling, and it was all because of me. This was the one time that I was going to beat this clown. I wasn't going to be second best to him anymore. The feeling made me want to jump for joy. But, I found myself quickly running out of the energy to beat him senseless, to make him pay for everything that he has done to me. Instead, I found myself looking at him, stalking him like a monster would their prey, I come up close to him and look at him in the eyes. The eyes that still had hope that he could win this battle. He always wins the battle.
"Look at you, finally I have you where I want you." I said to him as an evil smirk came upon my face. "I could do anything to you right now, and you couldn't do anything about it." I said as I look at him before I punch him right in his gut, causing the wind to be knocked out of him before he cried out in pain. There was a part of me that liked hearing that sound finally come from him, but mostly I was unsatisfied with what I was doing to him. It was like the evil in my heart that Babiti had reinstilled was slowly dissipating as I looked into those blue green eyes and that beautiful blonde hair.
"Vegeta, please don't do this. There isn't much time, Majin Buu is about to be released from all the energy that WE'RE giving him. Don't let him win Vegeta, I know you're still in there. I saw it when Babiti was trying to tell you to kill the Supreme Kai. You're still in there Vegeta. I know it. I know that you can fight this. Don't just do it for yourself, do it for your son, do it for the earth to save it. Do it...for me" Kakarot says as I look at him, the glare returning to my face, how dare he say those things to me! His words tugged at my heartstrings and made me think of my dear son. My little Trunks, who was probably out there looking for me right now to help me fight.
But I wasn't going to give in that easily. "SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP!" I screamed as I continued my assault. Punching and kicking him in every place that I thought of. I heard his groans and cries of pain, but it didn't stop me, instead it spurred me on to do more damage. When I was finished, I look at him, his almost lifeless body (even though he was already dead) was looking up at me. I couldn't help the smirk that came upon my face. "you don't know how long I've been waiting for this dear Kakarot. I don't care who or what is going to be coming, nothing will stop me. Now that I have you exactly where I want you." I say as I get impossibly closer to him. I take one of my hands and entwine it in his hair, pulling hard making him cry out.
"Don't you see Kakarot? This isn't about that damned creature or that maniac trying to control him. This is about me getting my power back! That's why I let Babidi take control of my body. I used to be a warrior. A warrior that caused a planet to explode with just the touch of my finger. My father had always told me that it was my birthright to become the strongest warrior in the universe. Then I came to earth and I met you Kakarot.I had never seen such power in my entire life. Besides Frieza, who was the most powerful being in the world, who you took out like it was nothing once you turned into the pinnacle of our race, a Super Saiyan. All the while, I came back here and I started to become soft, weak. I had allowed myself to settle down, make a family. To tell you the truth I was actually beginning to like this hell hole that you call home. I had allowed myself to become one of you, and before Babidy had come around, I was beginning to be okay with that. I had started to gain feelings, something that I never really had. I learned to be happy, to enjoy my life, and to love." That was when I looked him straight in the eyes. I saw his eyes widen as he looked at me. He gave me a knowing look, but I knew that he had no clue what I was going to say next.
"After all of these years, I finally understand what it is like to love someone so wholeheartedly that it almost makes me sick." I say glaring before I stand even closer to him. "Do you know what it feels like to love someone so much that it hurts just to think about that person? Do you Kakarot?" I asked him, he looks at me with a sad look in his eyes, he shakes his head. For a moment I was slightly about his wife and his sons? For a moment I was taken aback at the truth that was held in his eyes. He loved them, he loved them with every fiber of his being, but there was something that was stronger than the love of his family. The love for fighting. This was why he was always sacrificing himself. I came to this realization within a matter of seconds. I didn't know whether to be sorry for him, or admire him.
I look at him for a moment before I shake my head. "I know that feeling, the feeling that knowing you love this person so much, that you would...kill for them." I say smirking a little. I look at his face and I see that he was starting to get confused again. That damned idiot was so naive it killed me sometimes. "Damnit Kakarot! It's you!" I say before I punch him right in the nose. "Why haven't you been able to see that?" I ask angrily as I glare at him. I see him trying to comprehend what I just said, and it is taking him a hell of a lot longer than I had intended. I roll my eyes before I grip what is left of the top of his gi in my hands and rip it off. I take his hair into my hands and tug on it softly before I lean in and smirk. "There's nothing you can do to stop me." I say as I slowly lean in, letting my lips graze across his. I can taste his blood on his lip, and it makes the kiss so much sexier. I groan internally before I look into his eyes and pull away. I don't see anything in his eyes. There was no hatred, anger, or anything. The next thing I know, his power level is skyrocketing and he breaks free of the ki rings to finish our fight. I couldn't believe what had just happened. I was so angry and hurt that I could kill him. But instead, when he feels the energy coming from Majin Buu being released, I play into his little game and stop the fight. I knock him unconscious when he lets his guard down and I take his last senzu bean. I look down at the unconscious man before I go up in a blaze, going toward the energy source that was surging.
As soon as I get over to where I thought Buu was, I see Piccolo and my son with Kakarotos youngest son. I land next to them and my son comes running to me trying to tell me about how him and Goten were going to take on Majin Buu all by themselves, that they could take him. I look down at my son before I take him into my arms, hugging him tightly to me.
"Dad...dad you're embarrassing me." I hear him say as he blushes, looking down. I just smile at him and hug him closer to me. I wasn't going to let go. "Dad..what's wrong?" He asks me.
"Son..I just wanted to say, I'm so proud of you Trunks." I say to him softly, as he looks up at me, i take my hand and chop him in the neck, knocking him unconscious. I look at Goten who was now screaming at me, saying how could I do this, that dad's aren't supposed to do bad things to their kids. This was when I punched him right in the stomach, just like I did his father. He fell right to the ground. I look over to Piccolo and tell him to get them as far away from here he could. He nods to me and picks them up just as Majin Buu arrives. I look over at him and smirk. This wasn't going to take long at all.
**END FLASHBACK**
After the dragon balls were recovered and all of the good people in the world were brought back to life that were killed by Majin Buu, everything seemed to go back to normal for little planet earth. Somehow though, and what I'm still trying to understand is how I also got mixed in with those people. I'm not sure what happened but I'm back on earth with my son and everyone else. Everything seems normal. Except the tension between me and Kakarot.
It hurt to think back to that time. Since then, Kakarot has barely spoken to me. We will occasionally talk to each other when Trunks and Goten want to play together. But besides that, there's not contact between us. We don't even spar together anymore. Having him cut drastically out of my life hurt more than I could ever imagine. It was like there was this void in my heart that only he could fill. It wasn't like I didn't try to make this feeling go away. For the most part it did work. I could go through my day without thinking of him. Those days may be few and far between, but they still happened.
I look around the room for a moment, I needed something to clear my head. I get up quickly and decide to go to the gravity room. I put the room under 400 times gravity. I groan in pain for a moment as I feel the weight hit my body. It almost made me fall over. I get used to it eventually and start to stretch and do some push ups, pushing my body to its limit. Since I didn't have Kakarot to be my personal punching bag anymore, It was hard to get a truely good work out. I hear a knock on the door of the gravity room and I look up seeing Trunks in the window.
"Dad! I wanna go see Goten!" Trunks hollars into the room looking at him with a pleading look. I sigh and look at him, that meant seeing that clown that I didn't want to deal with. I sigh and look at the pleading look in his eyes, he was almost pouting. I smile a little, knowing I couldn't say no to him. "Later alright? We can have them over for dinner when I'm done training." I smile when I see the sparkle in Trunks' eyes before he runs back into the house. I smile and sigh, knowing that he would already be calling Goten to come over. Goten was a good kid, he reminded me so much of his father, not just in his looks, but in his attitude as well. I stand in the gravity room, turning up my power level to that of a Super Saiyan.
I smile softly as I feel the power course through my veins. The pinnacle of the Saiyan race was held in this power, although he now realized that there were ascended versions of the power that he hasn't reached yet that Kakarot had. I shake my head, thinking of how that idiot got everything that he wanted and he barely had to work for it. He had more raw talent in his pinky finger than I had in my entire body. Just the thought of that flared my entire body with rage. I felt raw power surge through my veins as I screamed smirking as I feel myself ascend to SSJ 2. The surge of power caused me to fall back, into the gravity room panel. Causing the room to go under double the gravity that it was. I gasp in pain as i fall to the ground, unable to get up. I scream Trunks' name, hoping and praying that he heard me from inside.
Trunks POV
After I got off the phone with Goten, I jump into the shower quickly. I smile bright as I think of him coming over. Goten was my best friend in the whole world. When I come back downstairs I see that my dad hasn't come out from the gravity room yet. I watch some tv, hoping that he would come in soon. After watching like...three episodes of my favorite show. I decide to go outside and check on him. I gasp as I look in the window, he was on the floor and it looked like he couldn't move. I bang on the door and scream for him. "Dad! Dad get up!" I scream, tears running down my face. I hurry and fly to Gotens house banging on the door. I couldn't stop crying "Goten! Open the door my dad's hurt please!" I cry as I look at the door. I see the door open but it wasn't Goten, it was his dad.
"Trunks what's going on?" He asks as he looks down at me.
"M..my dad. He was in the gravity room. I felt his ki skyrocket, now he's on the floor and he can't move." I say trying my hardest not to cry in front of him. He was the strongest man in the world.
Goku kneels down next to me and pulls me into his arms. I cling to his gi and look at him "please tell me you can help him?" I ask him.
"Don't you worry okay? You stay here with Goten and hang out while I go and get him." He says to me as I look up, watching him stand up. He flies away before I could say thank you.
I go into Goten's room and smile a little at him. "Hey." I say as I sit down in his room and look at him. I was so scared for my dad that I couldn't think straight.
"Uh..hey Trunks... I thought that we were going to come to your house?" He asks me. I just shake my head and look away from him. I didn't really want to talk about it right now.
"Yea..but uh..dad got busy and told me to come over here, he should be here soon." I say smiling as I look at Goten for a second. I was hoping and praying that the last part was true.
Goku POV
I was sitting on the couch when I heard the phone ring. It was more than likely Trunks asking to play with Goten. I loved this kid to death, he was the sweetest and kindest kid that I've ever met. He was the polar opposite of his father. Thinking about Vegeta made Goku's heart ache. For years, he has realized that his feelings for Vegeta were more than a stupid friendship. But never could he have imagined that they would turn into what they are now. It felt like half of Goku's heart was on the other side of the city. He would never admit all of this to Vegeta, hell he couldn't after he rejected his feelings before they released Buu. He felt absolutely awful when he rejected him. But the reason that he did back then was because he wasn't himself. He was Majin Vegeta, who had a heart made of evil and an incredible power to match. If I would of realized that Vegeta was going to give his life for me and to save the planet, then be brought back to life by the dragon balls. I definitely would of told him how I felt. But since he didn't foresee that happening, he didn't know what to do now.
When I heard a knock at the door I was a little surprised, almost no one came out to visit them anymore. When he hears Trunks' voice, I get a little worried. We were supposed to go over there after Vegeta was done training. I hurry to the door and see little Trunks at the door on the verge of tears, his father was stuck in the gravity room and he needed me to help. I try to help him stay calm the best that I could. I fly toward their home, I didn't know what I was going to come in on. I look in the gravity room and my eyes widen, Vegeta was passed out on the floor from all the pressure, I look over at the meter and my eyes about bug out of my head. The meter was at 800 times gravity. He was a complete idiot thinking that he could train in that kind of environment. I quickly transform into a SSJ2 and open the door.
As soon as I step in the door, I feel like my bones are being crushed. I groan in pain as I slowly make my way to Vegeta. As soon as i get to the machine I turn it all the way down to normal gravity. It felt like I could fly as soon as the weight was lifted off of my shoulders. I look down at Vegeta and slowly sit down next to him, Quite a few of his bones were broken, I reach into my sash and look for my little pouch of senzu beans, but there were none. I sigh and stroke his hair slowly, debating on if picking him up would help him or hinder him right now. Instead of transporting him, I decide to call Dende, He could heal him and make him well again. He transports here within seconds and looks down at Vegeta. "Oh my god...Goku what did you do to him?" He asks worriedly as he starts to heal him with his hands, sending waves of healing through Vegeta's body.
I chuckle a little "Well..it wasn't me actually if you could believe that. Somehow he thought that he could train in 800 times gravity, it apparently brought him straight to the floor and I found him like this after Trunks came over asking me to come help him get out of it." I say as I look down at him. His flawless face looked so peaceful as he laid there, all healed. I sigh and look at Dende. "Will he be alright?" I ask.
"I made sure all of his bones were healed, but that was as much as I could do, he's going to feel a lot of pain when he wakes up. I've already talked to Korin, and he doesn't have any senzu beans at the moment. He's just going to need to take it easy for a while. Maybe stay with someone that can watch after him." Dende says as he looks at me. I sigh and look down at Vegeta, he would never take my help. Not after what happened.
"I'll make sure he finds a place. Thanks again Dende." I say to him smiling as I watch him teleport back to the lookout. As I look down at Vegeta, I realize that I should of never refused him. I sigh and stroke his hair slowly, I feel him start to move a little. It made me smile to think that he was already waking up.
"K...Kakarot?" He says softly as he slowly looks up at me.
Vegeta POV
I wake up to feel the weight of the world was lifted off of my shoulders. Someone must have come to save me from the gravity room. But there's no one on earth strong enough to come in and turn off the machine. The second that they stepped foot in here it would have crushed them to bits.
All except for one person.
"K..kakarott?" I say, trying to make it sound a lot more than it did. It came out as barely a whisper as I look around.
"It's okay Vegeta, You're going to be okay. I'm here." He says to me as I look up at him, there was a small smile on his face and it made me sick to my stomach. Curse you Kakarot...I wasn't going to be a part of your mind games anymore.
"Oh really?" I say glaring at him as I sit up slowly, groaning in pain. There was so much pain that I nearly fell back over, but Kakarott caught me. He always had to be the damned hero didn't he? "Just leave me alone Kakarott...It'll save us both the energy." I say as I look away from him. I didn't want to deal with him and his games.
"Vegeta...Dende says that you're going to need someone to take care of you as you heal from his. He fixed all of your shattered bones, but that was about the only thing that he could do. You have a lot of healing to do. I want you to come with me and I will take care of you please." He says, giving me a pleading look that I wasn't going to fall for.
"Why in the hell do you all of a sudden care if I'm alright Kakarott? Up until now, you were fine with just ignoring me completely unless our sons wanted to get together. Even then, you would ignore me as they played together like best friends. Besides, I don't think your wife will enjoy having more saiyans in the house. I still don't know how she handles all three of you." I say rolling my eyes as I cross my arms, searing pain going through my muscles making me hiss before I look up at Kakarott. He had a sad look in his eyes. I hadn't seen that look before.
"Chichi is gone Vegeta. I tried to tell you that a long time ago. But you were too busy with trying to raise your son. She couldn't handle the monsters that we had become, and she left months ago." He says to me. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. That wretched woman was out of their lives. It was good for them, I still will never understand how Kakarott put up with her constant nagging and complaining about everything. But I guess you will do crazy things when you love someone.
"Oh well then...why in the hell would you want me around anyway? Like I said, you were fine with ignoring me up until this point? Why the change of heart?" I ask, you could hear the resentment in my voice toward the beautiful idiot that was next to me. It couldn't be that he finally realized that he had feelings for me and was now trying to make it up to me. There was no way in hell that was going to happen. I cross my arms and turn away from him. He wasn't giving me an answer quick enough.
"Vegeta...You'd never understand okay?" He says to me. I whip around and glare at him. Did he really think that I wouldn't understand? Did he not think that putting my feelings on the line was enough to mean getting a damned answer out of this idiot.
"Oh really? I'd never understand is that it? Oh no, I would never understand how your feeling. For the last four months I have been trying to cope with you not being in my life all because I won't understand? Please enlighten me! I gave up my life to save this kami forsaken planet of yours and for you! I think I deserve a damned explanation!" I was infuriated. How could he think that that was an okay answer to give me?
I watch as his gaze fell to the floor as he sighed. "Vegeta. If i would of known that you were going to sacrifice yourself to save the planet, and make yourself get out of Babidi's control, then I would of told you how I felt in the first place." He must of seen the look of utter shock and confusion on my face because he quickly continued. "When you were being controlled by Babidi, I wasn't sure what to really think. I didn't know if those feelings were yours or not. When we kissed I...i didn't want to believe that it was actually you doing all of those things because...I couldn't let myself fall in love with a monster." He says to me as he looks away.
My body was frozen as I try to comprehend what he just said… I couldn't let myself fall in love with a monster...Those words kept repeating in my head like clockwork. Once I finally get the courage, I look up to him and sigh. "So all these months, you've been hiding from me because you realized that it wasn't me under someone's control saying all of those things. That it was really me, and you didn't know how to feel." I say as calmly as I can as I look at the beautiful idiot in front of me who just nodded. "Well then...How do you feel now?" I ask him as I cross my arms, completely unprepared for what was going to happen next.
Kakarot looks me in the eyes before he slowly makes his way over to me, never averting his gaze from mine, He cupped my cheek with his left hand before he leaned in, kissing me full on the lips. I felt like I had died and gone to heaven (in a good way this time). I gasp and wrap my arms into his hair, kissing back with all of the passion that I had, our kiss told a story to each other, one saying that we were never going to part again. No matter what came our way.
Kakarot pulls away from me and I look up into his eyes as he gently strokes my cheek, saying the words that I've wanted to hear for months now. "I love you Vegeta...Let me take care of you...my prince"
AN: Yay! I had an awesome time writing this. I'm thinking about making this into a story….please review and tell me what you think :D