No love by Simple Plan
Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note..I'm not a guy.
A/N: I think this could have happened to Near. I mean, the guy is odd, and some of the kids might have..
Staring into the world across the street
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He's pulling up in the driveway and you don't make a sound
Cause you always learn to hold the things you want to say
Your always going to be afraid
Near was staring out of the window. He wished he was anywhere but here. L was pulling up in front of Wammy's House, and all the kids were gathering in the hallway to greet him. Near didn't. It was not like he could ever tell L how the other children treated him. He was beaten, teased.
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
This place was nothing like home. The home Near remembered. There was never anyone who hugged him here, or tucked him in at night. There was no one here who was anything like a family. There was no one who loved him here. Only people who hated and brought pain.
Broken down like a mirror smashed to peices
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
If these walls could talk they would have so much to say
Cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal but they're never gonna go away
Near never liked to smile. Especially he didn't like when people told him to smile. But he did it anyway. He couldn't let anyone see how broken he was. How much he needed not to smile. To cry, instead. His bruises healed, so did the wounds, but it still affected Near. More than he would ever admit. He was scared, just living here. With all those hateful people walking around. He was affected by it, it made him depressed and scared. But he smiled anyway, when he had to.
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh no So what will you do?
Your falling, your screaming
Your stuck in the same old nightmare
He's lying, your crying
There's nothing left to salvage
Kick the door cause this is over
Get me out of here
He's telling Near that he is useless. Worthless. That he deserves all this beating. That he is a freak, and no one will ever love him. That his parents deserved to die for loving such a freak like him. Near is in a corner, shivering. He doesn't show any sign of pain, or fear, and that's what annoys him the most. Near's not even crying, only when he gets back into his room. Near wished he could run away, far away, from this place. From this hate, this pain, these bruises and scars. Near wishes he could just run.
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Tell me what will you do?
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here