Now it's my turn to die

I sit in the quite

I don't like it

It's too calm

Too nice

for this pain

For this night.

I've felt death and pain before

but none like this

days

weeks

months

of pain

And for what?

No one to remember I die?

No one to remember me?

No one to miss me?

No one to kiss me goodbye?

Pain

It flairs once more

I feel like its my time to go

once more

Maybe this is the last

Maybe this is my chance

May now

it is my turn to die.

A poem inspired by the death of Kenny in Kenny dies.