Jealousy

by appleP

Harry's grief over Sirius' death sometimes can't help but overshadow his friends. Warning: Doesn't take the nicest view of Ron, more a showing of his irrational jealous side and the format type thing is really weird.

Disclaimer: Don't own anything.

Set after Sirius' death. So around about after the 6th book.

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Harry was brooding again. (a constant reminder.) It made Ron want to scream. (like a toothache.) Remind Harry that he had RON and hermione. (He never seemed to stop.) They weren't good enough for him. (He wanted Sirius. Sirius. Sirius.)

Harry had loved (loves) Sirius, and that love caused a small (significant) ugly part of Ron. The one that viewed Harry as HIS first best friend (he was the boy-who-lived FIRST best friend.) The part that HATED sharing (toys, clothes, achievements, love.) Wanted Harry to hurt for not valuing Ron more, for not being perfectly happy with what he had. (not good enough for them).

Ron needed to be special and because of that a part of Ron resented Harry's tragic figures.

(He could never compete against beings kept alive only by memories. All the bad forgotten. The good preserved to outshine everything.)