Brother
by:Yuna
A/N: hey! I AM writing my sequal and my Zero/Kizna fic, but I had this stuck in my head after I started thinking about Erts.Since I don't like yaoi, there are no Garu/Ernest implications in here, only friendship.

Brother,
I can still hear your screams,
I can still feel your pain,
Your fear,
Your sadness
Unsaid words,
And unshed tears,
Led to my inner torment,
Made me feel empty inside,
And turned my world upside down,
I confidently said I was ready,
But inside I screamed I didn't want to go,
Inside I was still a little boy,
I needed your guidance,
Your love,
Your comfort,
But you left me alone,
Friendship causing hardship,
All for him,
All for a buddy,
A pal,
A real nice guy,
But you made me hate him,
It seemed that it was his fault,
So I shunned him,
Disrespected him,
Glared at every move he made,
After all,
If it were not for him,
I would still have your helping hand clasped safely in mine,
The feeling of security etched deep in my mind,
I wouldn't have to struggle with my inner demons,
I wouldn't have to be alone,
I wouldn't have to hear you,
Screaming,
Crying,
Being torn apart,
Brother,
Why sacrifice yourself for a friend,
For a pal,
For a buddy,
Why,
Brother?