I stood there on the bridge looking at the concrete that lay beneath
"I do love you" I mutter under my breath.
"I do"
Wind moved through my red hair and bliss came over my body.
A warm tear ran down my pale cheek.
I looked over the sun set.
It was like blazing ember.
The way Hikaru's eyes were before they ran cold.
My grip on the railing tightened until my knuckles were whiter then my white skin.
"I do love you"
The sweet scent of irises over came the air around me.
"Hikaru"
The grandfather clock near the school chimed.
I let go of the railing.
My eyes closed.
My tears continued to fall.
"Hikaru" was the last word to escape my pale lips.
I hit the concrete.
Now I lay in a puddle of warm blood.
To my left I see a white iris covered in blood lying on the black pavement.
Now a feeling of warmth over comes my motionless body.
And blood trickles down my pale cheeks like tears.
And my ember eyes close the way his did.
Hikaru killed himself just 3 days ago.
He hung himself in our room.
He left a note.
I remember it.
It said.
Why didn't you love me, Kaoru?
But he was wrong.
I loved him.
I loved him more then I should've.
He was my life.
Now you know.
I love you Hikaru.