The lyrics don't belong to me. If you're interested, they're from "
Slackerbitch" by Placebo. I used the American names because this is a hate fic and I really hate the American version. The Japanese doesn't bother me so much. Usagi's voice is so much better in the Japanese… in case you can't tell, Serena's voice really grates on my nerves. It's part of the reason I stopped watching Sailor Moon in the afternoons. That and I realised how silly it really is. I still read (and like) the mangas, but the anime has dropped out of my favour. Anyhow. There is a story at the end of these notes @@~~Lithium~~
Darien felt like pounding his head against the table. Serena and Rini were sniping at each other. Again. He massaged his temples and tried to block them out. He vaguely wondered why they felt the need to fight over him all the time. It seemed very clear-cut to Darien. Serena – future wife. Rini – future daughter. Maybe he should just give up and fly to America. Screw the future.
You come across impure – I didn't mean it
Sometimes he wondered how in all seven hells Serena turned out to be so important. How would she manage being Neo-Queen Serenity when she could barely handle Sailor Moon? She seemed incapable of bringing about peace. Peace, right. When she fought with everyone around her every waking moment.
You're goddamn immature – I didn't mean it
Her voice grated. What had he done to deserve this? What?? He had died to save her once, wasn't that enough? He remembered how she used to be. Princess Serenity was who he had fallen in love with, but Serena Tsukino was who he was rapidly becoming frustrated with. Why her? Couldn't she have retained a /little/ of the grace she had back as Heir to the Moon Kingdom?
You act so insecure – I didn't mean it
He had tried to dump her, once. Then he couldn't stand the guilt. She couldn't stay away. Not even after he put out his coldest front. She kept coming back, like a faithful spaniel. Kick her, and she comes back for more. He couldn't stand it. He had gone back to her. Anything but the wailing and pathetic attempts to get him back. He had to give in.
You hate me now, I'm sure – I didn't mean it
Serena! Shut up! Rini! I'm your father, for the gods' sake! He nearly yelled it out, only stopping himself just in time. It was so tempting. So tempting… he could leave now, and Rini would never come into existence. King Endymion would never appear. He would live and die as plain old Darien, but without any connection to that whiny brat. Either of them. So tempting….
Hate it? Really? I don't care. Email me at
lithium@orgy-land.zzn.com. I like knowing what I did wrong (or right) Please be constructive. I hate those sort of ppl who sit there and write IT SUCKED without saying why. Really, people. It doesn't shatter my fragile sense of self-worth to be told my stories are shit. I know they are, with the sole exception of Rei. I really like that one, and I don't give a damn if anyone else does. Anyhow. Ja ne!~~
L I t h I u m~~