I edited it and corrected some mistakes; I realized that it had a lot of mistakes, stupid mistakes I made for not reading it twice before uploading it.
I know you care:
Even though sometimes you try to act cold, I know you care, even if you try to act like nothing really affects you or that you don't care about anyone, I know that's not true. Knowing your past I can understand that you may think that acting like that is the best way to protect yourself.
I have to admit that even though sometimes I complain about the way you are, it really doesn't bother me. That's the way I had known you and I fall in love with you being that way so I wouldn't change anything about you and besides I know that you do care, even if you don't show it in public I know that you really love me.
I know it because when we are alone, just you and I, your coldness and the walls that you put sometimes are totally gone, you kiss me and you show me how much you really love me, you hug me and I feel I'm in heaven. Every time you tell me that you love me I feel like the happiest man alive, however you don't say it often. Everything is just so perfect when we are together.
I know you care about your friends, I remember when Max had an accident, and you called me extremely worry because you didn't know if it was a serious accident or not, hopefully it wasn't, he just broke his leg, I also remember that you look so worried when I saw you waiting for him in the hospital or that other time when Rei was sick while we were in our last tournament as a team and you were worried because Rei was feeling bad not because of his performance in the tournament. Even though you try to hide it all the time, I know you care.
Even though you hardly ever hold my hand while we are walking on the street or show much affection when we are in public and even though you are not so romantic, I know that deep inside you are pretty romantic.
I also know that you have a big heart and I also know that you have a big weakness for animals I have saw you feed some cats and dogs on the street and talking to them like if they were babies or little kids while you caressed them and even if you pretend to be a cold person I know you are not. Maybe one day I will give you a dog as a present, I know you will pretend you are angry with me but I am sure you will love it in the end.
I will always remember the day of my birthday, last year, that was the day of our second anniversary as well; you came to my house with my favorite chocolate in one hand and a picture of us in the other, and when I open the door I realized that you looked like a tomato, actually your face was even redder than a tomato, you looked so cute at that moment.
You were dying from embarrassment and it was so obvious, you looked so sweet and cute that I couldn't help it and I laughed at you at first, your face was priceless, but then I wanted to cry, my eyes were full of tears; I was so fucking happy, and not because of the gift, I was like that because I knew that it was your way of telling me that you do care, that you do love me, the fact that you left your pride aside and did something so cheesy was your best way to show me that you really care about me, and it made me so happy. Your face said more than a million words at that moment; I know it hadn't been easy for you to buy the chocolate, print the picture and came to my house, but you did.
I also know that you gave me the picture because you wanted everyone who entered my room to know that we are together and because you wanted me to have you close to me even when you are not. I remember your face when I turned the picture and read what you had written there, you were like a tomato again and you were looking at the floor, the picture said "Happy birthday! Love you, Tyson & Kai " and below that was the date of our anniversary, at that moment I hugged you so hard, you smiled and then kissed me with so much love and even though you didn't tell me "I love you" with words that day, you did a lot of thing that said those worlds, you show me that you love me. The picture and the chocolate weren't the only gift you gave me that day, you also gave me a watch that we had seen together and I told you that I liked it, that's why I know that you pay attention to me when I talk to you, even though sometimes you act like you don't care and tell me that I talk too much.
I know you care because every time I don't answer your messages for some reason, you call me worried to make sure nothing bad has happen to me; however your excuse is always "I was tire of writing so I just called you" but I can hear the worry in your voice when that happens, you can't hide anything from me, Hiwatari.
I also know that you get jealous, even though you deny it all the time, every time a girl tries to flirt with me and you are there I can see that your face gets tense, you get serious and you get uncomfortable with the situation. I'm sure you can't stand seeing me with another person. Even when one of our friends hugs me or something you get jealous I can see it in your eyes and face, you may not realize it but it's easy to know what you are feeling just by looking at your face.
I also know it because once you told me that you were tired of girls flirting with me with the hope I will give them a chance and you told me you couldn't stand that because you were extremely jealous, we were in a bar and you were a little drunk but you said it, and then you denied saying that the next day, but I heard it and I even have witnesses and know it.
I also know that even if you try to act serious sometimes you want to laugh when I am with the guys doing something stupid and acting like if we were children, I have saw you leaning against the wall looking at us and trying to hide a smile.
You always show me that you care every time we are fighting about something and you realized that you were wrong that time; you put your pride aside and say you are sorry, you have rarely done it, you only said it when the fight is out of control and you are afraid of losing me, but, believe me, that will never happen or at least not in the near future, I don't know how to live without you, I don't even remember my life when you were not there.
I know that you care about what people say, sometimes people are not very nice with us when they see us together and it might be true that you don't care about what people say about you but the problem comes when someone says something about me, you just get angry and want to punch the other person, hopefully I am always there to calm you down, your face is to beautiful to get hurt for an stupid fight.
I also know that you care because you have always been with me and also with the other guys when we needed you and I am sure you always will be.
I also notice that when Rei is in China or Max is in the USA you miss them as much as I do, you don't say it, but I know it, I can see it. And even though you try you hardest to hide it, you fail every time.
For these things and many more I know you care about me and other people as well, even if you try to hide it all the time. And I want to tell you that I love you with all my heart, I'm happy with you, happier than ever and after almost three years of our awesome relationship I keep loving you even more than before, I know that nothing is forever but I want this love to be the exception and if it's not, at least I'm sure I will always remember the good times that we had.
I love you, Tyson
Thanks for reading it :) Reviews are always welcome.
