What Is This? - Levi x Eren
(Authors Note: I know this story may not be the best but this is my first time writing Eren x Levi. Sorry, but I did try my best.)
"Eren. What do you think you're doing?" Levi asked the younger boy. "I'm cleaning my room...done." He said to him. Eren had gotten used to Levi's hostile and intimidating personality. Though sometimes he becomes terrified by the midget. Just yesterday, Levi saw one of the scouting regiments troops litter, and it was not pretty. I think he put him into shock and everytime he passes Levi, he almost cries.
"There is dust all over this room. What do you mean done? You need to clean better." Levi said to him in a stern voice before walking away. Levi has been acting strange lately. He is off his game somehow. I wonder what's wrong with him… Just now, what he said to me… that was even off. Though he may have been stern about it, it was still a bit strange. Eren thought to himself.
"Damn it, why can I not get my brain steady? Around that brat, nothing is as it seems. When I'm near him, I just can't seem to be mad. Even though he is the most arrogant and unclean person in the world, other than Hanji, I can't get up the nerve to be mad at him… When I first met him, I could beat him and yell at him freely, but now, everything is different. Only on the battlefield would I ever yell at him. But that was a long time ago. Why? Why?" Levi paced around his room looking for answers. Maybe he should ask Hanji or Erwin. No, that would be nothing but bad consequences. For once in his life, he was confused about something that he was almost certain he would never be able to understand. "Is this what some people would call...love?"
Eren dusted his room three times before he thought it looked better and it did. Levi, that clean freak, was always right. Eren threw himself onto the bed for a break. It's been 3 years since they had defeated the titans. Though there were no more titans, they still wanted to make sure that the event would never happen ever again. So they kept the program going and rebuilt all the walls.
There was a knock on Eren's door. "Yes?" He called out. "It's me." He heard Levis voice call out. "Oh..uh..Commander Levi." He frantically got up and opened the door. All of a sudden, Levi pushed Eren back and slammed the door shut. He grabbed the titan shifter by the collar and pulled him into a kiss. Eren's face went hot and red. He felt butterflies in his stomach. A part of him wanted Levi, and the other part wanted him even more. What was going on?
Levi had pulled away to breathe. He stared at the taller male, then looked towards the wall. "Um, Commander, what was that all about?" What was that feeling just now? I had wanted to push him down and make him mine and mine alone. I want him to be mine, all of these years, I had wanted him but now that I've faced this fact. What do I do? Levi thought looking at the wall. He made sure not to look at Eren's red embarrassed face until he was certain about what was going on in his own mind. I want him to be mine and mine alone. I… do I?
"Levi, why did you kiss me?" Eren said to him. "I was checking something. Eren, how would you say our relationship is?" Levi was looking directly up at him with soulless eyes. He didn't have any emotion in them whatsoever from what Eren could see. "Well, in the beginning with the titans, you were my superior, and that was all. But now, I was wondering if I could be considered, your friend." Eren looked down at the ground. "I see. I was thinking the same thing. Would it be bad if you were my friend? What I mean by that is, will you be my friend?" Levi was confused by what he had said. Friends? People who come in contact with me who I consider my friend all get hurt...why would I ask Eren to be my friend? If he were to get hurt...no. "Yes, please. I would love to be friends with you, Levi." Eren smiled ear to ear. "Don't look like that. You look like a giddy school girl who just got a boyfriend. Calm down. But as a warning, people who are my friends tend to get hurt a lot more than those who just stay acquaintances." "Don't worry, I'll be fine." Eren got close to Levi and did something he knew he would regret later. "I am so gonna regret this.." He mumbled to Levi as he grabbed the dark haired man waist and pulled him into a deep kiss.
Levi was stunned by this and didn't know how to react. His eyes opened wide, his heart beat fast, his guts seemed to be ripping apart. He looked deep into the smug eyes of Eren. Those titan green eyes of his, narrowed in a way Levi was confused by. Levi pulled away and kicked Eren down to the ground. "Totally worth it." Levi's faced was flushed red. There was no denying it, no matter how much he would deny it, he liked the kiss. "Stupid brat." He walked out of the room and met Hanji pacing up and down the hall screaming for Levi. There was a fearful expression on her face.
"Levi, I have some bad, very very very, bad news. The...pantry is out of tea." She said to him in a low tone. "There is no tea, how am I to stay awake. I hate coffee. I can drink it no more. Tea is the only alternative." Hanji said grabbing his arms. "Calm down. There are no more titans so you can rest now. Why do you need to stay up any longer? Is there still information about titans that you don't know?" Levi asked her, annoyed. "Levi, you and I both know that our solution will only last for a few more years. We need to be ready when the titans start up again. I know I didn't tell you this when we were I was arguing with Erwin about keeping these walls up and these regiments going. But now that you know, I have to stay up and keep working. Now, on the more important side. I NEED MORE TEA!" Hanji said to him in a forbidding tone.
Levi was put into shock by this. How had he not known this? "Hanji, I trust you have this all under control? Do I have to worry about this?" He asked her. "No, you've worked for too long. If I even catch you worrying about titans, I will make sure you never worry again." She had an insane look in her eye for a while, but then went away. "I'm going to go get some tea. Have fun."
Levi trusted her and just pushed this information back for later tonight when he had time to worry about it. Right now, his main focus was on Eren. Levi felt so irresponsible, but as long as Hanji had it under control for now, he would only have to worry a little. "Hanji, I have a question." Levi asked her. "Yeah, shoot. What's the question?" "Since you're a girl, and one of the smartest people I know, what is it like to be in love?" He asked her a bit embarrassed. "Is the great Levi in love," She teased. "I would never have ever guessed that you could have fallen for someone. Who is it? You have to tell me!" She was so interested in this subject as much as she was with titans. "Just answer the question, four eyes." "Well, I've been in love only once, but it was not to be. That feeling was beyond any other that the human body would ever be able to have. It is a confusing feeling, but once you figure out it's love, you just have to learn to accept it. When around the person you love, you will want to hug them and tell them how much you love them. If they were ever to get hurt, it would hurt you two times worse. And there will be times when you just want lust. Love is a confusing thing. There has to be trust in this mixture as well, you will have to be able to believe the other person no matter what." She told him with her back to Levi. "So, is it like what's between you and me?" He asked her. Being in a relationship with Hanji kind of makes him feel weird. Levi could never see himself with Hanji, they were too good of friends. "No, we are best friends. That's what we have. We trust each other, but I don't think we would be all lovey dovey. Hahaha." Hanji started to laugh at his question. Petra told me what love was like, and how she loved Levi. I had loved him too, but once she died, I could never tell him I loved him. I feel like I would be betraying my teammate, and my friend. I would never be able to bring myself to do that to her. Hanji had gotten over Levi and just accepted her fate long ago.
"I see. Thank you, Hanji." Levi turned around and walked away to Eren's quarters. "I have to tell him that I...l-lo...lo-ov… No, I'll wait till I see him to say it."
Finally, he saw Eren walking in the hall. Levi walked over to him. "Oi, brat. I have something to discuss with you. Follow me." Eren was a bit frightened. Oh God, what have I done. They walked down to where Levi's room was and walked in. "About that kiss, I wanted to clear something up. I love you Eren, and I have for a while now and just haven't known it or been able to tell you. With everything going on, I never had a chance to tell you." Levi's face once again was hot with emotion. Eren was no better. He too was also frantic. "I love you too Levi. It's just that I...never thought you would love me back. I will never be able to be like you. Cool and sleek. I'll never be good enough to-" Levi cut him off by grabbing his head and pulling him down so he was looking him in the face. "You don't get it. I love you for you and you have and forever will be perfect to me." He said to him. Eren closed him eyes and kissed Levi. He could of said that with a little more emotion. He looked almost dead when he said that. Eren smiled at his own witty comment.
In only a few seconds, Levi and Eren were fighting for dominance. Levi may have been the older one, but Eren was more dominant. He was in full control now that Levi had accepted it, but he didn't go down easily.
Eren stripped Levi in under a minute. They were lying on the bed full of Love and . Eren, being smart, prepared Levi. He probed his entrance with one, then two fingers. Finally, when he saw Levi was ready, he thrusted his hard member into him. Levi moaned with joy but quickly covered his mouth at his outburst. "Oh, did Levi like that? I guess I found your sweet spot~" Eren teased. Levi made a sour face.
But he couldn't keep it for long since the boy kept hitting it almost every time. Eren placed his teeth on Levi's neck and began to nip at it. Levi was full of pleasure and didn't want to stop but both of them had reached their limit.
"You gave me a hickey, jackass." Levi scolded him. The two boys lay down in Levi's bed, Eren arms around the smaller male. "I hope this isn't awkward." Eren said. "Not at all. I really do love you, brat." "I love you too, midget."
The two dozed off into a deep sleep. Levi had forgotten everything Hanji had said by the morning. (Hanji was glad about that)