Hi! this is my first story . so please be nice? D:

i dont own kingdom hearts at all. This IS a yaoi. Dont like dont read, be mature to read this please! enjoyy

So. here i was standing here, starring at my reflection in the mirror. I looked so sick, pale, and tired. I sighed running a hand through my hair, I blinked my eyes hard a couple of times hoping it would wake me up some more, but that attempt was a fail. I turned away from the mirror walking out of my bathroom and over to my bed i stripped out of my pajamas and grabbed black skinny jeans putting them on, i stretched walking over to my dresser opening the drawer that had my shirts in it. I looked through it and grabbed out a white t-shirt that said "Escape the Fate" on it with a cool zigzagish design behind it, slipping that on i grabbed a jacket putting it on i shook my head and turned to walk out of my room.

I walked down the stairs slowly, hearing someone downstairs, my dad most likely getting more coffee. I walked all the way down looking at him, he was busy filling his cup up with coffee. Bingo i was right. He mustve noticed i was looking at him because he looked back at me, i looked away right when our eyes met and went over to grab my bag which was hanging on the closet door handle. I went over to the table making sure everything was in it that i needed

"oh. so youre finally going to school" he said, failing at hiding the angered tone, he looked at me giving me a annoyed and tired look

"um..yeah.." i answered him quiety, i always felt safer talking quietly around him, just in case i said something wrong then there would be a chance he wouldnt hear it though..he usually did. I like my dad..before my mother died that is. When she was killed he seemed to turn cold hearted like my mother had been the only warm thing about his being. Anything could set him off. So now happiness was replaced with bitterness.

"Well good. i was getting tired of you skipping" he said grabbing his keys

"Thats not my fault" I stuck up for myself.

"I dont care." he growled "Youre nothing but a problem arent you." he nearly yelled

I didnt answer him yet, i was actually kind of shocked he said that to me, bad morning i though to myself "Sorry" I finally said slipping on my shoes, grabbing my bag and walking out of the house towards the school. Only half way there did i realize I had completely forgotten to take my pills "Damnit" i breathed out sighing, ide just have to make it through the day. "This day just couldnt get any worse" i said to myself.

x-x AXELS POV

I was sitting at my desk looking over todays schedual, though there wasnt much of one. I looked up taking a drink of my coffee, mmm vanilla cupcake flavored coffee. I was different from most adults and other teachers here. I still had my childish ways. hell! i was only 23. So as I was saying most adults and what not like black coffee, regular, or whatever, but me i L-O-V-E-D sweet things. I snapped out of my thoughts when i heard some kids walk in. some of the kids hang out in there rooms even before the bell rings because...well i dont actually know that to be honest. I then heard the beep of the announcements

"Just a small announcment, remember that youll be in your Home room wall day today, thankyou" the principles voice that rang out through the school ended in a click

I yawned i was definatly not a morning person but as much as a i wanted to strangle these little brats sometimes i kept my cool.. kind of.

"soraaaa is he coming today!" a girl with reddish brown hair whined like a baby. but what she said left me curious, who are they talking about

"I dont know Kairi, please stop asking" Sora, who I has in my home room class told her. The kid was usually a cheerful boy once school started but in the morning he always had a sort of hopeful look on his face.

"Whats Roxas been doing anyway?" A girl with blonde hair said. her name always slipped my mind. "is he really that sick or just skipping" she finished her question. that was the most ive ever heard her talk before.

"guys..please stop! you know roxas ha-" Sora was cut off by Kairi

"Yes.. we know" Kairi said sadly "we just miss him" she added, with that she tried to change the subject asking where another one of there friends were, so i kindly decided to stop listening in on what they were saying.

Hm Roxas Strife.. I had him in my home room too. But the kid never showed up. He was probably some deliquent who thought he was too cool for school. I smirked to myself maybe if he ever showed up i could talk some stuff into him, hell never want to skip class again. i leaned back in my chair, well just have to see what happens.

x-x ROXAS POV

I walked into the school building feeling exhausted when i got there, i looked around seeing many familiar faces and many new ones, Some of the faces looked surprised as if saying 'wow youre actually here!' i couldnt help but feel annoyed. Looking at the ground I walked towards the office which was actually really easy for me to find. I walked up to the lady at the desk for my schedual.

"Hello dear!" a cheery woman said, she was kind of big and had light brown hair. i read her name "mrs. Shannin"

"uh hi" I answered her, "I need my schedual" i told her

" oh alright. i thought maybe someone was finally coming to visit me!" she joked laughing but turned to the computer. "whats your name?" she asked me

"Roxas Strife" I said, she nodded "roxas...roxas...roxas..hmm" she was whispering to herself as she searched" OH! Roxas..that Roxas" she said giving me a somewhat pitying look, the look that i absolutly hated. that i despised. After about 3 minutes she handed me my schedual. "well..roxas" she said muuch more calmly this time "youre going to be in home room, which is you 5th hour, all day alright?" she asked, as if he was a 5 year old

"got it." I said back, trying not to let my anger get the best of me "thanks." i said and quickly walked out

"have a splendid dayy" she called after me

"whatever" i muttered, i walked out and looked at my 5th hours home room class. "okay..room 206, second floor then? teacher is.. Mr. Sullivan? okay.."i said not noticing i was talking to myself. i guess well see how the rest of this day goes.