Ok so just to make this all clear: THIS ISNT A FAN-FICTION STORY. I wanted to express my feelings since forever and I never got the chance to, and I don't know if any of you know this that ABC family had this contest of some sort I think where people just right something and submit it, and Keegan Allen read one of them and it was beautiful! But I wanted to tell my story without any prizes or anything I just wanted me and my keyboard and you guys. So I really hope you read it, if you don't thats fine because writing this really helped me. Oh god Im such a blabber-mouth! Anyways I will leave you to it!
This is me. This is my story. I've never gotten the chance to express my feelings. I never thought I could. But now, I know that I can. I was just a regular 11 year old living her life. But I didn't. Always , everyday , I would walk down the halls thinking that someone was judging me. It didn't matter how. The only thing that mattered was that they were talking about me. What did I do? I'd always ask myself that. But then I remembered something. Someone. Someone that I thought would help me through everything. I thought that she was my best-friend. My sister. But I guess I was wrong. She wasn't any of that. She was the opposite. She was my enemy. My bully. The person that changed my life forever. It never came to my mind that in my 3rd year of elementary, a whole pack would be against me. And she was the leader. What did I do? I went home crying. I was going to apologize. But for what? I didn't know. The only thing I knew, was that I want my friend back. But I guess that was to much to ask for. I transferred you know. You should know that since you came with me. That same problem came with me. Why ? Please just simply answer me. Why ? She didn't answer. She just simply went on. It was that easy for her. That showed me that she was coldhearted. You know I transferred again. Why? I'll tell you why. Because of you. I never confessed it. But yeah. It was you. The answer to everyone's why. But there's something that you didn't know. I was diagnosed with cancer. Yeah. Cancer. That deadly disease that everyone's so scared to hear about. I stood up to you. You basically came crawling to me. Again. Why? You just made my life a living hell. I didn't get it. But I was old enough to get a reason from myself. You were jealous. But of what? You had everything you wanted. No one would be jealous of me. Never. Not since they announced that I was a cancer patient. After they told me that. A part of me died. I promised myself that I would do everything that I wanted to do. And one of the top things on my list, was to stand up to you. I did. That was one of my greatest memories. But you know what? Meeting you had a good affect. It made me stronger. It made me believe in myself more. If you're reading this. Read this next sentence clearly. Very clearly. Im a survivor. A cancer survivor. You thought that you could bring me down. But you cant. Because I fought off one of the most scariest species ever. And you could never bring me down. Not ever. But still to this day . I still want an answer.
Why?