Celebration

Yuuri could feel the sweat pouring of of him as skated off the ice and walked into the locker rooms. He had been trying since 4 o'clock in the morning to land any of the moves victor and him have been practicing but sadly no matter what he tried he couldn't concentrate enough to accomplish any of them. He could feel the bruises forming on his body from all the times he hit the hard, cold ice beneath him.

"Yuuri?"

Yuuri turned towards the doors and noticed yuuko had just started opening the ice rink for the start of the day.

"Oh, it's you... is it time to open already?" He had no idea it already had gotten past 9 o'clock, he felt like it had only been an hour or two since he arrived.

"What are you doing here so early, more practice? I was sure you had gotten down the whole routine already"

He flinched a little at what yuuko had said, because, yes he had. He had learned the ins and outs of everything victor had taught him in the last few weeks. He had landed every lutz, triple axel and flying spin prior to last night...

"Don't mind me I'm already on my way out" yuuri exclaimed as he practically ran out of the locker rooms and through the front doors.

"Wait! Yuuri!?" Yuuko tried to get yuuri's attention but before she could finish asking what was wrong he was already out the front doors.

It only should have taken yuuri no more than ten minutes to jog back to his home, but on his way there he realized that if he kept running the sooner he would have to face victor. Yuuri just wasn't ready for that yet and to be honest he wasn't to sure if victor would want to see him either. As he was walking he slowly started thinking back to what had happened less than twelve hours before.

It started as a normal day, he got up at seven and met victor at the rink a little after eight. Victor was already on the ice practicing the routine he had just choreographed with yuuri. No matter how hard yuuri tried victor always beat him to the rink, but honestly yuuri loved that. It gave him some time to sit and watch just how amazing victor was on the ice, his form was always beautiful and he looked like he belonged there more than anywhere else. Of course their practice went smoothly, besides the little hints victor would have to give yuuri about fixing his form here and there.

All in all the day ran just as smoothly as any other. Up until Minako-sensei decided to come over for drinks after dinner. She was normally the only one who drank more than she should of but last night I might have made the same mistake, no I definitely made the same mistake... It was sort of a celebration, victor had just announced recently that he was going to start skating again and of course everyone was delighted that he was still remaining my coach. Leave it up to minako-sensei to find any reason to throw a party.

I don't remember much of the celebrating besides my family tapping out early and going to bed, including my sister who said she had better things to do. I remember minako-sensei passing out right in front of the tv with a bottle of sake right next to her.

Before I knew it the only ones left drinking were me and victor. He was almost just as drunk as me but decided to convince me to go into the onsen, claiming how he wanted to soak in the warm water. I knew it was a bad idea but to be fair I was almost a half a bottle in and really shouldn't of been making life changing decisions...

And this decision was extremely life changing...

I couldn't lie, victor was gorgeous. Every time he'd smile my heart would just about skip a beat. At first I convinced myself it was because he was my idol, and he was. I loved him ever since I was young, well I mean I loved his skating... I think? But being so close to someone you idolize is confusing. At least it started to get confusing when I realized how attracted I am to him. It was something I had decided to keep to myself, what was I supposed to do? Tell him I would get hard just imagining him near me, touching me? This was something I could never tell him.. how would he feel, what would he say?

And to be honest I don't think he ever really noticed, thank god. But last night everything I had been trying to hide went right out the window. I was drunk. Victor was drunk, I new I shouldn't of agreed. It was hard enough bathing with him sober, but it wasn't something I could refuse. I mean come on, victor doesn't really take no for an answer.

The only thing I could really remember was how close he was to me, laughing and smiling like nothing mattered. He was so sexy. The next thing I knew my lips where on him, I remember how sweet he tasted, it must have been from the alcohol he was drinking. Before I had realized what I'd done it was to late, I don't know what came over us, I know he was drunk but.. the next thing I knew he had flipped us around and pinned me up against the side of the huge open bath, I could feel his mouth on my neck and his hands snaking up and down my body. Touching and groping whatever he could. He moved from my neck down further to my chest with hot, opened mouth kisses all the way back up to my mouth. I could barely breath and before I knew it his tongue was in my mouth, he was moving so fast. My mind had gone blank, the only thing that brought me back was the hard thing between victors legs rubbing against mine. When I noticed how hard we were I took it upon myself to put my hands under the water and start rubbing our lengths together. Before I could even get a good rhythm victor had put his hand over mine and started moving at a much more experienced pace. I let go and put my hands around victors neck, I could feel myself starting to cum. Moaning and begging victor, I don't even know what I was begging for but I knew I needed some kind of release. I could hear my moans getting louder along with the soft grunting sounds coming from victors mouth, the sounds were echoing in the bath.

"Cum for me yuuri~" victor whispered in my ear with a deep almost raspy voice and the next thing I knew my orgasm hit me. It was honestly the best feeling I'd ever felt, much different than doing it by my self... I could feel victors pace quicken as I rode out my orgasm and within seconds I could feel victor coming, letting out more soft groans into my ear. Even during all this victor was gorgeous.

When his hand stopped moving all I could hear was the sound of our heavy breathing slowly starting to return to normal... as soon as it did the reality of all this hit me. Me and victor? We just? Before I could finish that thought I practically jumped out of the bath a ran, I ran all the way back to my room in nothing but a small towel. I could almost swear I heard victor calling for me but I didn't want to stop and hear what he had to say. I slammed my bedroom door and laid on my bed hoping I could wake up and forgot everything that just happened.

Our relationship... there is no way we can go back to before. If only I wasn't drunk, I should have never kissed him. How am I supposed to fix this mess? As I drifted of to sleep I swore to myself I'm never drinking again!