No Longer Alone
Nightfall came quickly after the stressing battle against the eighth angel, leaving Shinji in a perpetual state of deep thought as he stared at his room's blank, white ceiling. He held his hands in front of his face, groaning with slight pain as he would open and close them over and over again.
"My hands still sting…every time I think of that battle; they seem to hurt worse than before. I'm sure Asuka is upset because she couldn't handle it alone…she seemed so hurt afterwards that it really made me feel sorry for her…sometimes I feel she needs more affection, that maybe it would keep her from being in such pain...but that's out of my control. I can't believe it…father praised me. He praised me for doing a good job. I never knew how good it could feel to be appreciated. But…I'm sure that this feeling won't last…I can't think of it like that. It's always when it's this late at night that I really start to question things. I think…I think I should just rest and try to stay positive in the morning…" Shinji babbled to himself as his cassette changed tracks in his ear. Shinji was never one to enjoy the night time. It was a reminder at how fragile his life is, and how easily it can be crumpled up like a piece of trash and thrown away. That's why he kept his ear buds in at night, to try and let the music shove off the negative thoughts that usually plagued him on a night such as this. He shook his head to drive away his remaining thoughts as he turned over on his side, tossing his cover over himself as he attempted to drift away into the night.
Shinji didn't know how much time had gone by since he tried to rest, but he was suddenly stirred awake as the floor shook and the loud poof sound of something landing next to him on his bed of sorts. Removing an ear bud from his ear he went to turn over to see what was next to him.
"Don't turn around…just…be still…" a familiar voice whispered. It could only be the voice of Asuka, who normally kept away from Shinji at most moments of the day. He froze in place then turned back over, her back now pressing up against his. Shinji couldn't help but to feel warm; not just from another body being next to his, but Asuka in particular being next to him. Regardless of her cold, aggravating front that she showed to everyone, he did find her rather attractive, and deep down, Shinji worried about her more often than he could admit to himself.
"Is…everything OK?" Shinji whispered, removing his other ear bud and pushing his cassette player to the side. All though the question was crystal clear, Asuka acted as if she hadn't heard a single word. Asuka slowly turned over to face Shinji's back, her face red as she moved her chest up against his back, causing him to flinch. She then slowly pulled a little bit of his covers over her as well as she shuffled up against him to find a comfortable position. Shinji's face began to glow red as Asuka reached around him, patting around on him to figure out where her hands were. While one arm moved beneath his neck, the other found its resting place on Shinji's crotch, which twitched into her hand out of surprise. Shinji began to panic as he felt his crotch grow, in fear that Asuka would lash out at him like she often did when he would have a perverse reaction to something she did.
"I-I'm not thinking about…!" Shinji was hushed by Asuka softly shushing him with a whisper, her hand now gently grasping his member. He let out a soft moan as Asuka's cool, dainty hand slowly moved from its base up to its head.
"Just be quiet you idiot…I'm lonely alright…" Asuka snipped at him as he tried to turn over, yet again being forced to stay on his side. Asuka leaned up to Shinji's ear to softly moan into it as she continued stroking his length.
"It's…OK if you just call me Asuka now…I know how you Japanese are about that sort of thing so, feel free to do so…" Asuka whispered At this point Shinji couldn't tell if this was a very vivid dream or if this was actually happening. Asuka then removed her hand, moving away to pull him onto his back. He was taken by surprise as Asuka crawled over him, resting her short covered rear on Shinji's erect member. She gently moved her rear on it, removing Shinji's shirt as he stared, dumbfounded by what was unfolding before his very eyes. Shinji's hips tried to move into Asuka but her weight pinched his crotch up against himself so it couldn't breathe. She leaned forward, gently planting kisses against Shinji's chest, using her tongue to graze over his nips lovingly with gentle moans leaving her lips. Shinji began to whine as if suffering, her actions aggressively taking him without an inch of leeway to return the favor. With a small stream of sliva breaking from his nipple and her tongue, Asuka's eyes narrowed onto his as she cupped his cheeks with her hands, immediately seizing his lips aggressively with her own.
Shinji decided to go with the flow, all of his questioning evaporating in an instant as he nervously returned the kiss. Asuka took the initiative further, moving her tongue into his mouth as she gently grasped onto Shinji's wrists. Shinji began to tremble, moaning helplessly as he tied his tongue with hers. Pants and moans were quickly traded between them as Asuka moved Shinji's hands to the brim of her shirt, guiding him along to what she wanted.
"A-Asuka…I…" Shinji's desperate attempt to speak was cut short again by Asuka's teeth, which gently sunk into the tip of Shinji's tongue as he moved her shirt up from her back. Asuka raised her arms up and leaned back, helping him remove her shirt which left him with a visually appealing surprise. Asuka reached behind Shinji's head as she slowly pressed her chest against his lips, guiding his lips to where she wished them to go. He shyly reached up, gently grasping them as he sucking lovingly on her nip. Asuka let out a cry of affection, gripping his hair to pull his lips off. She then moved her other breast in into its place, now grinding her crotch against his through her shorts.
"A-Ah…" Asuka whimpered with a breathy gasp, helping the once innocent Shinji along to tend to her most carnal needs. She then pulled her chest from Shinji's mouth, moving down her body until they were gazing at each other face to face. Asuka grabbed a hold of his wrists once more, guiding his hands down to the brim of her shorts before cupping his cheeks once more.
"I…don't want to be alone anymore…ever since my mother died…I've been afraid of others. I wanted to prove to them all that I could do it all on my own, by myself. But…after our last battle with the angels…I see now that fighting alone when you have allies at the ready would merely make me as stupid as you can be…if I'm forced into a position where I can't do it alone…I want to make sure that I have you…and know that I can trust in you to help me…" Asuka whispered, tears forming at the corners of her eyes as she helped Shinji remove her bottoms. Shinji's erect crotch had found its way through the hole of his boxers, finding Asuka a proper place to rest her warm, moist crevice upon. All Shinji could do was to gaze helplessly into her affectionate yet hurt eyes, completely at a loss as to how he was supposed to react or what he was really supposed to do. Regardless, he acted on his instincts to move forward with her.
"I…I will…Asuka…you can trust me," Shinji whispered quietly, prompting a smile to form on her lips. She leaned down and hugged her arms around his neck, grasping the base of his member to line it up with her nether lips.
"I've never done this before…so…try and be careful OK?" Asuka said, hesitating to move her snatch onto the head of his phallic appendage. He was finding it cute that she was hesitating for the first time in his eyes; normally she would just take the initiative without worrying about the consequences what so ever, but right now, she was definitely in a submissive position. Shinji continued to watch as fumbled her grasp on his member, shaking nervously as she yet again tried to position herself properly.
Shinji grasped around her waist gently to try and help her steady herself, with his arms being in a strange position, it wasn't difficult for him to lose his control when she shifted in a way that made him lose his purpose. With an odd jerk of her frame, Shinji accidentally pulled her downward onto him; her hot, wet cunt gripped onto to Shinji's cock tightly as it tore into her insides. Asuka quickly covered her mouth to mute her scream as pain shot through her body from the aggressive entry.
"Oh no! Asuka I'm so sorr…!" Asuka immediately clasped her strong grip onto Shinji's mouth, her other hand remaining on her mouth as well. Shinji couldn't help but to tremble as he fought against his instinctual urges, his member feeling an intense sense of pleasure. Asuka gasped and flinched with the pulses of pain that throbbed against Shinji's member. Shinji could clearly see streams of blood coming from their canal that linked them, allowing them to become one with one another.
"Ow…that really hurt you idiot! I just said be careful!" Asuka quietly spat at Shinji, releasing his mouth and sitting up straight with his member still deep inside. She then placed her hands onto his chest, her inner walls occasionally clenching around Shinji's girth whenever a short wave of pain would sting her. Asuka sighed at the guilt in Shinji's eyes, now using her knees and arms to try and pull off of him. She could only make it about half way up his shaft before she felt a sharp sting of pain, causing her to lose her balance, falling onto his member harshly once more. She covered her mouth again to silence a loud cry as Shinji's prick reached the deepest parts of her innards.
"H-Hey Asuka, I, um, have an idea that may not hurt you as much…maybe if you move onto your back, I can move inside of you instead so that you don't have to uh…um…take it all in every time," Shinji suggested, his face bright red from embarrassment as she wiped a few tears from her eyes. Asuka gave him nod, signaling for him to slowly roll onto his side. The movement allowed Asuka to slowly pull off of Shinji's throbbing dick, which twitched impatiently for more. Shinji watched Asuka lower body shudder with pain as small traces of blood made its way out of its entrance.
Neither of them had any clue as to how much breaking her hymen would hurt her, thus leaving them in a state of trial and error. After Asuka shuffled around on the sheets of the bed for a minute, she finally found herself in a comfortable position, letting a soft sigh leave her lips in a form of relief. Shinji slowly parted her legs, allowing him to crawl over top of her before lining up his crotch with her own once more.
"I promise to take it slow…" Shinji whispered leaning forward so that Asuka could grip his shoulders with her hands. Shinji couldn't help but to smile as he finally noticed that Asuka was now blushing as heavily as he was. Shinji let took a nervous gulp as used his hand to guide his member. Asuka gasped softly as she felt the head of Shinji's length slowly gliding through her nether entrance, slowly moistening itself before making its way in. With every pulse of pain, Shinji would temporarily stop moving, waiting for Asuka to give him permission to move in further. Each sting caused Asuka to dig her nails deep into Shinji shoulder, causing him to wince in pain as well with every digging moment. Finally, he stuffed his prick the rest of the way, this time causing Asuka to gasp pleasurably.
"Are you OK Asuka?" Shinji asked, causing Asuka to remove her claws from his shoulders. She slowly wrapped them around his neck, pulling his shaking body closer and closer to her own until their lips were merely inches apart.
"Thank you…for taking away my loneliness…it's OK to move now, dummy," Asuka playfully said with a smile, pulling Shinji's lips to her own. Shinji's hands fumbled around, eventually grasping onto to Asuka's so that their finger lace with one another. Shinji's waist began to move, slowly pulling and pushing into her tight pussy one moment at a time. The feelings that they felt couldn't be described in words; helpless moans, gasps, and desperate whimpers were the only true way to express it instead. Shinji's pace gradually grew over time, forcing them to ruthlessly lock lips with one another so that they could let loose there words of passionate into each others mouths. Asuka's hands instinctively crawled onto his back, grasping it tightly as his thrusts grew bolder.
"A-Asuka!" Shinji whined against her lips, his body now growing a wild tremble as he desperately thrashed inside of her. Shinji grasped behind her knees, pinning her legs to her chest so that he had could produce more down force with each stroke. Asuka began to whine and cry out loudly, her hands scraping up chunks of his hair from behind his head to force his lips savagely against hers to keep her volume down; instead, they were replaced with the light, sloshing sounds of their saliva being mixed together and the loud pants from Shinji's lips as his tongue hung against hers.
"Sh-Shinji!" Asuka screamed against his lips as her body suddenly stiffened up like steel. Her body shuddered vigorously as her grip on his hair began violent enough to nearly pull it from his scalp. Her climax forced a chain reaction from her body to Shinji's causing him to stiffen and shake as well with his barbarous thrusts. All Shinji could do was to yell out against her cries, quickly pulling out of her. The curve of his cock moved up in between her nether lips, shoving through it as his seed shot out from his nether head. Shinji shot load after load of his semen as he continued to shove his curve into her pussy, covering Asuka's stomach and lower chest to a modest degree. As they both came to their senses, they parted their lips, smiling at one another lovingly as Shinji released her legs, slowly backing up so that they could stretch out. Asuka's face lit on fire as she looked down at Shinji's excessive amounts of cum that now plastered her lower body.
"S-Sorry about that Asuka, here let me clean it," Shinji said, immediately grabbing his own shirt he had been wearing prior to the event. Asuka simply sighed and shook her head at Shinji, a small smile sprawled on her face as she watched him. After he appeared to have gotten most of it, Asuka tore the shirt from Shinji's hand, tossing it to the side before yanking him down beside her. They looked into each other's eyes as Asuka rose up the covers to surround them with its comfort and warmth. Shinji went to say something else but Asuka placed a finger out onto his lips.
"No more sorry remarks you idiot, a simple thank you will suffice," Asuka smirked and softly giggled before letting out a relieving sigh.
"Then can I say I love you?" Shinji asked. Asuka rolled her eyes and planted a gentle kiss on Shinji's lips before flicking his forehead harshly.
"Stop asking questions and just do it," Asuka smirked as Shinji rubbed the red spot on his head.
"I …love you Asuka…" Shinji said meekly, his cheeks still rosy from their intimate rendezvous. Asuka wrapped her arm over Shinji to pull his body close to hers, sighing contently as she shut her eyes.
"I love you too, Shinji," she whispered, intertwining her legs with Shinji's to keep him close through the night.