Hello…okay so I know that I really really really shouldn't start another story. I'm a horrible person, I know. Stop rubbing it in my face. I'll try to update everything soon too. Okay? I'm sorry…I hope this is good. This is after New Moon, okay. If you haven't read that yet, sorry but don't go further than this. It gives big stuff away. Major spoilers! You have been warned.

This chapter is dedicated to my friend Jarcy because she is awesome and she always makes me laugh.

Here we go….

This is in Edward's point of view. I think I'm going to make this whole story Edward's point of view to challenge myself but I'm not sure yet. Tell me what you want though. I don't think there has been a story like this before and honestly, I don't think this will last for too long. The characters may be a bit OOC (hehe but not as much as my story, Psycho Alert). That's to be expected because I'm writing it and we all have our own writing styles. Okay? Now I hope you like it. Read and review please!

This was too good to be true. I breathed in my love, Bella's scent and pulled her sleeping form closer to me. She looked so beautiful when she slept, so peaceful. She had already stopped sleep-talking so it was completely silent in the room. Well, other than the rhythmic pitter-pattering of the rain on the roof, of course.

Bella deserved so much more than what I could offer her. I knew this for sure now. I can't believe how much I hurt her, how stupid I was. In my defense, I honestly thought that she would be better off without me. She couldn't love me…

But beautiful, perfect, caring Bella did love me and I had no idea why. It was a mystery to me. Being away from her for all that time had literally been hell for me. I tortured myself everyday and that…that felt so much worse than my transformation had. I couldn't live without Bella, she was my other half, and without her I wasn't whole.

Although I hate to admit it, the werewolf…even thinking that filled me with disgust…was right. I heard his mind when Bella was talking to him. He really does care about her and I am eternally grateful to him for taking care of her and being there for her. I can't believe that he let her do something as stupid as riding a motorcycle or cliff-diving though. I don't care if it's a recreational sport or not, that's dangerous. I guess I wasn't too much better though…I left her. I am constantly asking myself why I did that. Wanting some peace of mind, I closed my eyes and breathed in her scent again, this being the closest to sleep that I was ever going to have.

Around six a.m. Charlie came in to check on her and left for work. He was really concerned about her and I really don't blame him. I can't believe Bella went all the way to Europe for me. I clenched my jaw as I remembered our deal with the Volturi. I had to change her…Can you believe that after all that has happened I still want a normal life with her?

Bella woke up two hours later, shifting in my arms and slowly opening my eyes. When she saw me next to her, her face broke out into a huge smile. Then, remembering something, her brow furrowed. "Edward…we have to talk."

This had been worrying me ever since I came back. Bella and I really had some things to work out. Honestly, I was scared…

"Okay…" I whispered.

You like it? It's weird writing as Edward like this. Has anyone written this yet? Hmm? Okay umm…yeah…review please.