LalaHachi; I'm sooo dead... Hi everybody ^^ I have been terribly busy lately, but I AM working on some new chapters of I know, do not worry, I just haven't had the inspiration... I blame the malekind, kay? :3
ENJOY ~
"Eh… Well… It was nice knowing you." I extended my hand to him, swallowing hard.
"Really? That's it? You're just going to say goodbye like that?" He didn't take the hand. He seemed far too disappointed to care.
I swallowed again, looking away. "Yeah." I let my arm fall to my side. "It was nice knowing you."
"But…" He didn't even sound mad this time. Just disappointed.
"Goodbye, Axel." I gave him a quick smile before walking past him. He grabbed my arm as I passed and I stopped in my tracks. "Yeah?"
I looked at Axel, trying to detect a reaction, but his face showed no expression. "I still have some of your clothes at my place…"
It hurt, seeing Axel like this. Hearing him talk like this. He sounded so helpless, so pitiful. "Keep them," I said, and he loosened his grip around my arm. It felt like the most merciful thing to do, to just let him do whatever he wanted with them. Rip them apart, hug them, smell them, punch them, stab them with a knife or even give them away to charity. The possibilities were endless. And I'd never know what had happened to them. A bit sad when you think about it, but honestly, I doubted that that was the thing I would mourn the most.
And then, just like that, I walked away. Nothing more to say, nothing more to do. Just some memories that'll fade away sooner or later.
"Eh… Well… It was nice knowing you." Roxas reached me his hand, indicating that he wanted me to shake it.
He wanted me to shake his hand? After everything we had been through… he wanted me to shake his hand? "Really? That's it? You're just going to say goodbye like that?" I refused the hand, of course, and looked at him piercingly. I wanted him to repeat that this in fact was goodbye, while looking right at me before I'd believe it. This couldn't be it. It just couldn't. It wasn't fair.
He just looked away, clearly a bit ashamed of himself. "Yeah." He let his arm fall to his side. "It was nice knowing you," he repeated, probably because he didn't know what else to say.
I tried to say something, anything, but all I got out was a pathetic "But…".
"Goodbye, Axel," he said as he walked past me. I grabbed a hold of his arm, I didn't want him to go, I needed him to be with me. But I didn't have anything to say. What could I possibly tell him? I couldn't beg him to say, it would just make it worse. I couldn't ask him for a last chance, he'd made up his mind already. I couldn't tell him how beautiful I thought he was when he smiled, and that I would die to see it one last time, he'd think I was crazy.
"Yeah?"
I swallowed and looked down. "I still have some of your clothes at my place…" I said, in lack of anything else sensible enough to say.
"Keep them," he said and I let go of his arm. He slowly started walking away, only to speed up when he was out of reach. Out of my reach. But I guess you can't lose what you never had.
LalaHachi; Any good? Have I completely lost it? D:
Oh well, I did something at least, hope you enjoyed it ^^