I felt like writing this after I thought about my realtions with my guild. It doesn't relate to the manga, just the online game. I poured my heart into this, so don't laugh please. And if you are of the guild this poem is based off of, I apologize if my description of you is incorrect. I will listen to whatever you have to say, and kind or not, I will take the words to heart.
Elsword: Ruined Happiness
It feels so great to be with friends. But how long till my pain brings it to end?
With open arms they welcome me. So just as nice, I want to be.
But is it too late, with the things i've done? I been such a jerk to everyone.
First is Guildmaster, a PvP pro. He wins every match with kicks and a bow.
Such a guy deserves respect. And I got mad; said I would snap his neck.
Next is the Eve, a sadist, yet so kind. When she is around, I begin to unwind.
Yet now I seem to rarely be seen. Why the cold shoulder? Did I say something mean?
Then there is Aisha, a good friend of mine. She always acts so happy, it seems so divine.
But now she hates me, whenever I draw near. It hurts so deep, and I feel a tear.
And there are more, all different kinds. Are they all my friends, or is it in my mind?
It's all my fault for showing my anger. Now I feel like I am a danger.
My name is a mix, of end and hate. I guess I shouldn't have tempted fate.
I really do wish it wasn't so true. I am a demon. A true Shirroku.
I actually cried a little typing this up. I will say now, that as I said in the poem, I blame myself for everything. No one should blame the guild. They are all very great people, and I am only one to be blamed.