Chapter 1 lies
I just kissed him, not wanting sex. I didn't want Will to know, but now I'm pregnant. Oh god dammit, Will is going to fucking murder me. Why did St. Jimmy have to be so hot? Why did he not let me reach over to grab those pills?
I saw Will pack to go to the city with Tunny and Johnny aka supposedly the "Jesus of Suburbia" He looks to me. "Did you see someone about why you're so sick and moody?"
"Um, Will, they told me to take a pregnancy test….I did….a couple times….maybe 20…."
"Heather," Will stops and looks at me, "Are you…?" I nodded, "Our baby?"….I nodded again, a nod that lies. He hugs me and spins me.
"Whoa," I giggled and smiled. "Will, I need you to stay."
He pauses but nods, "I will, I will do whatever it takes to take care of this," tears fell from his eyes, "our baby."
"I'm going to go outside and make a call." I dialed St. Jimmy's number.
"Hello, Jimmy here."
"Jimmy, its heather, the girl you fucked last night. Ya, well, you got my fucked up pregnant and now my boyfriend thinks it's his baby when it's ours!"
"Shit, you are the 5th girl I got charged."
"Jimmy, you are gonna be there, during the birth. Properly even before the birth!"
"I gotta go." He just hangs up. I growled and saw Tunny and Johnny talking to Will. Will hugs them both and I walked over and gave them big hugs.
"Good luck with the pregnancy." Johnny said to me as I hug him.
"Johnny, can I talk to you?" he nodded and we walked a couple blocks away from Will and Tunny. Johnny stops and pulls me to a near by bench. "Don't tell Will but this the baby," I signed, "It's not his."
"When are you gonna tell him?"
"I-I don't know, Johnny." He touches my shoulder, "I seriously have been loosing myself. I feel like I love Will then some points I wanna stab a knife into his heart. Oh, man, but—"
Johnny cuts me off, "You are amazing, Heather. Will will still love you even if it's not his baby."
"No, Johnny, I'll be killed. Look, since you are going to the city, if you meet a guy name, St. Jimmy, tell him heather says to fuck off and die."
"OMG, ST. JIMMY FUCKED YOU? YOU LUCKY BITCH!"
"Johnny, your gay is showing."
"Um, I got to go, good luck, heather, with everything."
I sat there, alone, in the middle of no where. I started walking down by a beach and started singing.
Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word you said….
A/N: New fanfic and yes I'm shipping St. Jimmy with like everything. Hope you guys like it. BTW check out my new favorite writer and a fan fiction writer from this town that I live in, sesnsesfaillxx. Her American idiot fanfic is amazinggggg! Look back for more!
