Chapter 1

Dave stepped back, terrified of what he had just done. A whirlwind of emotions were circling through his head. The kiss that he just planted on the smaller boy was one of the best he had ever had, and he had had plenty, but to him it felt guilty. He saw how terrified the younger boy was and couldn't stand it. It wasn't supposed to be this way! He never wanted it do be this way, everything got so out of hand! Dave slowly stepped away from the cowering boy and ran out of the locker room, pushing past a group of students and knocking them on the floor. He got out to his beat up old Chevy and climbed in. He laid his head on the wheel and cried scared of the things that were going to happen because of this. He jumped as someone knocked on his door. It was Azimio, his best friend. He cleared his throat and opened the door.

"Ya, waddya want?" He demanded, not really in the mood to deal with his friend. Azimio had an evil grin on his face.

"Saw that Hummel kid in the locker room" Karofsky straightened up, did he see? He thought to himself. "The Queer ran out like a scared little girl. I would've punched him, but stupid Hudson intervened.

Karofsky settled into his seat a little, glad that Azimio didn't see anything. "Ya, well whatever, we'll get him later." Wait, did I just say that? He thought to himself. This is getting too ridiculous I can't do it anymore. His friend nodded in agreement, He then asked if he wanted to go to breakfast with the guys, but Dave refused. He didn't really feel like dealing with all of them right now. He started up his truck and drove away from McKinley, a place that he would be back to again tomorrow.

He drove a little out of Lima and stopped at a park he used to go to with his family all the time. Whenever he needed to think he would always go here and sort out everything that he needed to. It was the place where he first came out to himself. It was the farthest he had gone from out of his town, but he wanted to go farther. He knew there was a better world out there but he couldn't reach it right now. He hated that!

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Kurt ran all the way to Glee club, but decided to pass it by. He really didn't feel like singing today. The one thing he wanted most in the world he got from a boy who tormented him for most of his high school career. He failed to see the joy in this. He ran all the way home, which was far for him. He got in and ran right past Carole and Burt on the couch. He went to his room, shut his door and fell onto his bed. A few seconds later he heard a knock on his door, it was Carole.

"Kurt, can I come in?" She said from outside the door. Kurt sat up and whipped his eyes.

"I guess." The door opened and Carole walked in with a box of tissues. She gave them to him and sat on the bed right next to him.

"What is up Kurt that was quite and entrance" She asked. Kurt didn't want to tell her what happened, he felt like he had let everyone down by doing something that he always wanted to do with someone who was an asshole. The bad thing was, he really enjoyed it. How could he? Karofsky was a big chubby homophobic jerk, or so he thought.

"Well, something happened at school." He finally gave in; Carole was there and very caring. He new his dad would never understand, or even know what to say. "I was kissed by someone today."

"Really, that is great!" She exclaimed, "By who? Is he cute?"

"It was Dave Karofsky" He said in a sort of hushed tone. Carole looked at him, Kurt could tell that she was processing how she knew that name. He could see the change in her face when she finally figured it out. She was very confused.

"Wait, Hockey and Football player Karofsky?" Kurt nodded. "Wow, I didn't know he was gay. Well why is that bad?"

Kurt rolled his eyes a little. Sometimes Carole could be a little clueless. "Because he has been tormenting me for the longest time, and because he is a jerk to everyone."

Carole nodded, "Well have you tried talking to him about why he was mean to you? Some times boys do those things because they like you." Kurt chuckled. But Carole seemed to know exactly what he was about to say. "Yes, they may have done it in elementary school, but have you ever thought that maybe he has to resort back to that because he is not comfortable with himself yet? Maybe he is looking for someone to help him understand."

Kurt pondered this for a little while, she did make sense. But did he really want to take a chance like that with someone he has hated for so long? He felt that that might be a little dangerous. Or would it?

Alright so this is my first fanfic! But I was reading some other ones and I knew I had to join in, I really like the idea of Kurt a Karofsky getting together, I don't know why, I just do!... but anywho, I hope that you like and I will try to keep updating on a regular basis! THANKS!