I loved him a whole lot, but this is wrong, its absolutely wrong to love a vampire hunter. My fate was chosen, it always had been chosen. Kaname was the one meant for me, we were suppose to be one of the most honorable couples of the pure blood, yet I felt the shame, the shame of loving someone else. I didn't mean that I don't love Kaname…its just that… I love Kaname because of my pureblood that's running through my vein, meanwhile that human heart of mine, belongs to him, Zero.

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For people who forgot what vampire knight is about…here's a summary!

Wikipedia : Yuki Cross's earliest memory is of being attacked by a vampire and saved by Kaname Kuran, also a vampire. Ten years later, Yuki and a vampire hunter, Zero Kiryu attend Cross Academy as school guardians protecting the "Day Class" and the "Night Class" from each other to keep vampires secret. The story follows Yuki's discovery that her childhood friend, Zero, has spent the last four years trying to fight his transformation into a vampire, and he has finally succumbed. Yuki struggles to help Zero fight his bloodlust and to recover her own lost memories, while suspecting that Kaname knows more than he is saying, knowing her love for both later on she faces a battle between Zero and Kaname.

It has already been years since I last saw his face, Zero. I miss him. With Kaname's over-protectiveness, I couldn't leave the house, not even the room unless otherwise being said. It isn't that bad being here, but just that having to be in the same room for years sometimes could really get tiring and boring. Kaname understands that, sometimes he would skip out meetings just to take me out to the garden for a walk, or just to stay in the room with me.

I asked him many times, asking why he wouldn't let me go out by myself, or even to the town with him. He would always reply the same thing, "Yuuki, you're too weak now to head out, you're still a very young and inexperienced vampire, and I don't want to see you get hurt. After all you are my precious Yuuki." The he would look at me with a gentle smile.

Everytime after seeing that kind of smile, it just stops me from wanting to argue back. His smile makes me weak, infact every touch, every word makes me even more defenseless than before. He himself is the biggest weakness to me, but he doesn't know that.

I often think about what was the point of living, after all, its just days and days being jailed in. It's not like I was able to do anything else anyways.

"Madam, your meal is ready." Maddi-San knocked as she opened the door.

I nodded and gave permission for her to enter, she came in with a tray of food. In that tray and placed it on my table.

As the usual, there's always appetizers, main course, a soup, and dessert. "Thanks Maddi-San."

"My pleasure," She bowed, "if there's nothing else, I will be heading back."

"Wait Maddi-San!" I stopped her as she was already at the door.

"Where's Kaname?" I sat up and asked.

"Oh, Master is on a business trip and wont be back till next Tuesday."

I looked down and frowned, as she closed the door after her.

"Another business trip?" I spoke to myself.

He's been so distanced from me ever since last month, and I don't even know why. He wouldn't tell me where he is going. Or where he have headed. Before, if he doesn't tell me ahead, he would at least tell me what happened when he return, but not anymore. It's like if he had grew tired of me, or something. Was it because I asked too much question about why he keeps my trapped here? Was he annoyed because I kept bothering him? What is it? Kaname…

My thoughts ruled over me as I threw a flower vase across the room with a hint of my vampire powers. I broke down completely. Tears began running as I wrapped my arms around my knees crying.

"Madame! Is everthing okay?"

Before they could come it I quickly swinged my right hand and focused on the lock of the door as it twisted. I couldn't let them enter at the moment, or else I don't know what my emotion will lead me to do.

Maddi and many other maids began banging on the door worriedly, "Madame! What happened? Why did you lock the door? What's wrong?"

I glared to my left, the window. Zero. My brain began to stop processing any other thoughts but Zero. And uncontrollably I jumped out of the 4 story window and climbed over the fence. I couldn't think straight, all I knew it I need to head back to Cross- Academe.

I didn't know the direction since its already been years, and plus Kaname on purpose told the driver ahead to go the long way, and stopped at many different places, and did many loops so I wont have any ideas on how to get back to Cross-Academe. And plus I never knew there would be a day where I would be roaming around lifelessly like this.

It felt like there was something in me. Something else that is taking me there. This familiar feeling, what is it? This feeling inside me had taken control the whole time after i jumped out of the window. And for some reason I trust that feeling.

The next thing I knew I was standing right in front of Cross-Academe. I stood at the front gate. Just by seeing this reminds me so much of the past, all those memories that had faded came back. I closed my eyes, and all those flashbacks were like running water flowing out endlessly.

Before long I was hiding behind the tree of the school campus, and there I spot Zero.

Ba-damp

Ba-damp

My heart… finally beats after all these years.

Ba-damp

Ba-damp

Just then someone wrapped my hands together from the back and tied it with a anti vampire weapon. I quickly turned around trying to get myself away till I realized it was Zero. I gasped as my eyes widened. But obviously he doesn't remember a thing about me, since I changed a lot and even cut my hair.

"What are you doing at a place like this? Who sent you here? What are you after?"

"I-" I looked into his eyes, those same old eyes that he had. That same old odor that he had. Before long, the anti vampire weapon got to me as I fainted.

What is going to happen after she fainted? Will Zero remember who she is even though her appearance is different? Will he leave mercy to her? Or will her death in exchange for the truth Yuuki's been wanting to tell Zero for years to come?

To find out (: stay tuned and review please. Ahaha (: