Spread My Wings:
Rating: Overall NC- 17
Warnings: EVIL!Ruki, suicide, abuse, rape,character death, cheating, insanity, yaoi( male/male) relationships
Pairings: (Main Pairing) Ruki x Uruha, (one sided) Aoi x Uruha, (one sided) Kai x Aoi, OC x Uruha
A\N: Well, here you go… it's not the most recent thing I've written but I wanted to share some of my writing with you all… actually if you go on Live Journal you would find this story is already posted there in it's entirety.
Also in case you don't know and it wasn't obvious to you I don't own Gazette… this is just a story I imagined… and I wouldn't want it to actually happen U__U
Part 1
It was always about pushing it to the limit, to see how much he could take before he finally went up and left. But he never went and left, Ruki thought bitterly. In some twisted part of Ruki's heart he loved Uruha of course, but at the same time Ruki couldn't help but despise Uruha, who was so tender and soft. Ruki hated the Uruha who never questioned or demanded anything.
It was too easy to be mean, too easy to be cruel. Pushing him roughly, Ruki always knew just the words to whisper, just the right thing to say to break Uruha's little heart. But Uruha always forgave him. Even if he was crying even if the pain was so severe he fell unconscious, he would always end up smiling as if he understood everything. Yes, Uruha always forgave the worst of insults and the worst of treatments. And Ruki couldn't help but hate Uruha more, and more with every fractured wrist and every pretty scar left on his skin.
Ruki, knew he should have just left Uruha. What they had wasn't healthy, if Uruha's drinking was any indication to the situation. But seeing those soft pleading eyes, looking at Ruki with such need, such impossible love Ruki just couldn't bring himself to leave Uruha . . . though he often wished Uruha would finally see the light and leave him.
Ruki often laughed, laughed bitterly, when he thought of his relationship with Uruha . . . he just found it so funny, that no one had ever caught on . . . That they all believed implicitly when Ruki told them Uruha was sick in bed, or that he had been clumsy down the stairs . . . it made him laugh, they were all so naive . . . his foolish, foolish little band.
And in the end . . . he supposed he couldn't help but feel a small amount of regret. It wasn't as if Uruha was a bad person. If anything, he was the most beautiful addicting thing Ruki had ever owned. And Uruha was ever so forgiving . . . as though in his little delusional world Ruki could do no harm and all those bruises and cut lips were simply accidents or things cause by his own stupidity.
The way things had been going, Ruki never thought things would change. Uruha so complaisant and seemingly content in their strange parasitic routine. Yes . . . Ruki had never expected to find himself on top of that building, wondering for a single lucid moment . . . if it was really his fault that Uruha seemed so willing to jump off the building.
The chapters of this story are pretty short I will admit... but if you review Ill update fast and so you won't notice it? XD
Then again maybe it's not worth updating.. it's up to you to decide.