My Love a HoA fanfic by TheGreekGoddessOfPencils

Summary: Nina died. But the next morning and for the next two she wakes up only to relive the day she died again. She is doing everything to pervent her death only to realise that she is meant to die but spend her last day with the person she loves most. Fabian.

A/N: This is a like going to be a five chapter story. Like I said, I'm posting a whole bunch of fanfics since I'm on break. The ones that are successful I will continue and the ones not, I will not.

NOTE: This story has two different inspirations that I must state. One: "Before I Fall" a novel by Lauren Oliver (THIS IS NOT A CROSSOVER). Two: The song "My Love" by Sia (NOT A SONG-FIC).

Happy Reading :)

Death is not a warm embrace in which we gladly welcome. Death is a cold stare, a stare that can see into the depths of the soul. It's like a maze. So many turns. So many different endings. It is that tall, dark door that is closed everyday marking another life gone. And only every once and a while that door closes for you...or someone you know, or love.

I know this because I am dead.

Just another soul taken to young.

Just another soul to be mourned over.

Just another soul to be buried.

Just another soul to be gotten over.

It was a sharp pain. A jolt running down my back…and the darkness. One face will forever haunt me. One face will forever please me. His face. His face that closed my eyes and kissed me one last time. One last time before death.

It was a normal day...

"Did Jerome steal my clothes again?" Amber groaned, waking me up. The light from the sun evades our bedroom as it peeks in from the curtain. I sigh as I realize today was that Biology Test in Sweet's class.

I am wrapped in lots of blankets that protect me from the cool breeze that has slipped into the room.

"Sorry Neens, if I woke you up." Amber apologizes as she tears through her wardrobe. Her tone wasn't very convincing.

"S'okay." I close my eyes. All I need is a few more minutes a few more minutes of sleep.

"Nina." A voice says in a sing song tone. My eyes are closed and even though I know he is close it feels like he couldn't be further apart.

"Wake up," I smile as he attempts to pull me from bed. I am tired. Can't he see that? "Come on, we'll be late for history class with Ms. Valentine." He says and I open my eyes.

Fabian too has a smile on his face.

"Good morning sleepy head." He leans in and gives me a soft kiss on my lips and I sit up in bed. How long have I 'lied down for a minute'? He pulls away gently.

"Come on stinky breath," He coaxes while making fun of me. "Let's go."

I blush and look down but nod at the same time. "Alright, but you have to leave now." I pull myself from the mattress and my fingers dig into his back as I direct him to the door.

"I'll be there soon."

As Fabian predicted we were late for History. Since I hadn't finished my paper I wasn't given free period like all the other students.

I had to stay in. At the time I had thought it was a shame since it was the only time I was spending with Fabes.

The day flew by, class after class, teacher after teacher. The same schedule and nothing had changed. When dinner rolled around I couldn't believe the day had passed so fast.

Fabian held hands underneath the table while eating. "Yum, Trudy this is good." Alfie states looking at the pasta Trudy has cooked up. I had to admit, I agreed-for one of the few times-with Alfie.

"So, Jerome it was you." Amber accuses as she separates the pasta from the sauce filled with as she called it 'fatty stuff that makes you fat'.

"What did Jerome do?" Mara asked with an arched eyebrow. I laugh as Jerome blushes and tries to avoid answering by drinking down his glass of water.

"Well Jerome stole my entire wardrobe and I had to wear stuff from the," Amber chokes as if it truly disgusted her. "...the Lost and Found." She managed while holding her throat.

"Well it couldn't have been that bad." Joy tried.

"NOT THAT BAD!" Amber screeched making Fabian jump and let go of my hand. I blush and Amber continues. "I was humiliated...the entire 9th grade body saw me in my PJ's!"

I laugh along with the rest of Anubis House. Looking back on it, I wonder if I knew death was about to make a guest appearance at my fun party. Did I know that my happiness, my sadness, my anger, my love, my friends, my school, my...everything would be torn from me?

No I didn't. I didn't because you never know, that's the worst part of death, not having to say goodbye or feeling that horrid pain but never knowing.

Will it come while you're young or when you are old?

My death wasn't anything special. In fact many other people died just like me. My Gran called, she was taking me out for a walk in town as a treat of her recovery. She had called right after dinner.

She called and later arrived. I got into the car and...death came tumbling towards me faster than anything else.

They say that you see your life flash before your eyes before dying. You don't. Well at least I didn't. Instead I saw my best moment. Kissing Fabian at Prom. How my face was so red from him calling me beautiful. And then nothing as the deer came from nowhere and Gran swerved. Nothing but his face.

That should've been my last moment. His face. But it wasn't. Why? Because the next morning I woke up again.

A/N: Wassup? Wait, I know what's up...you were reading the story. Anyways tell me what you think...I'm not good at writing sad stories.

~TheGreekGoddessOfPencils