Disclaimer: Characters and universe all belongs to JKR
OUT OF REACH
Drips of water are still tickling from the edge of the desk. The carpet is crinkled from where they lifted her. From outside the window, the sound of branches and leaves being rustled by the wind. It all looks normal. But it's a different world. Not the one I'm used to. Not the one I'm part of.
"Miss Lovegood? Luna?"
He's
sitting down beside me, the stranger. Hesitance in his voice and
movement.
"Are you all right?"
His hand seems to be
on my shoulder. But I don't feel it. It's part of the other
world. The one I no longer belong to.
Lots
of people going in and out of the study. Taking notes, taking things
out, speaking in shushed voices. There's a heavy sigh.
"I'm
afraid I have to ask you some questions."
I know he speaks
right next to me, but it seems like further away. Like it's not me
he's talking to. Like his words are clear, but they don't get
through. They reach my hearing, but not my ears. For my ears are part
of the other world. The world that's beyond my reach.
"The
Delusionado spell."
It's my voice, but it can't be me,
doing the talking. I don't sense my lips moving, the words are not
mine.
"The What?"
None of this matters. It's
only a name. A name is only a sound. What does that have to do with
me? All the people in here, why should I care about anything they
have to bring, anything they have to say? They don't affect me;
they can't; not anymore. Because it's their world and not mine.
"It was an experiment."
I may speak, but I'm not
here, I'll never be. Not anymore.
"Come on,
Luna."
Familiar, yet foreign, Daddy's voice behind me.
Here, but not here. Present, but distant.
"Time to go."
And
he stands before me. His eyes swollen and weary. His shoulders
slumped. His voice trembling. I've never seen Daddy cry. I didn't
know he could. I didn't know either of my parents could. He
looks small now, almost defeated. He doesn't bend down to hug me.
Like he doesn't have the strength to. So I stand up and hug him.
And he embraces me, crying openly now. And I realise, it makes no
difference. I may not be part of this world, but he is. And he's
within reach.
