" Usui please don't leave me alone ! I don't care if my life becomes miserable in the future! Don't leave my side! Just stay with me Usui! Please, Ok , please, I'll do anything !" She said pleading, even crying. She was hugging him tight, so he wouldn't escape, as if it would cost her life if she let go ...
"Misaki trust me, this is the best choi-" He was cut by her.
"WHAT'S THE BEST CHOICE, LEAVING ME!? JUST ANSWER ALREADY!?" She commanded, while tears were starting to flow from her golden orbs.
" I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING, MY HEART, MY TRUST, MY LOVE, AND ONCE YOU POSSESSED ME, YOU JUST...! "
She just couldn't stop crying or yelling at him, even thought she loved him, even thought she just wanted to understand ... That's right all she wanted from him was answers, and three well known words. She loved him with all her heart, that's why she did not want him to walk away from her as if those past months spent together didn't matter for him. She loved him and she truly believed that they belonged to each other ... That are why she just felt stupid for falling that hard for him, and also for begging him to stay, telling him that she couldn't make it if he left her.
"Misaki just - "again she didn't allow him to end his sentence; she was too hurt, and probably torn inside.
" I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR YOUR DAMN EXCUSES! I WANT AN ANSWER USUI TAKUMI!" She shouted at him, showing now her anger.
He did not want to see her like this. It was destroying him; his heart could not tolerate to be the witness of such a pain, a pain that Takumi was causing to her, just by standing here.
"Misaki, I love you, and I just don't want you to suffer, that's all."He said with gentle voice, caressing her red cheek as he smiled weakly.
"Usui, if you love me, if you really love me the way you said you do, just stay with me, we can make it, we will make it, as long as we are together." She said, her voice was as gentle as Usui's.
" Misaki, I too, don't want to leave you."He said.
So, why was he leaving her? It was his family's fault! They wanted him back to England. Even if he tried at first to refuse, his family treatened him telling him that if he did not go back immediatly they would make misaki's life miserable. Of course he did not want his beloved girlfriend to suffer anymore.
"Then, just stay Usui." she said holding his hand tight.
"I can't Misaki. Just remember that I love you, always have, always will. "He said kissing her hand,.
"Usui, why are you making it harder for me? I mean, I-I get it... I get it, you just don't ... You're just a coward, unable to tell me that you don't truly like me, so you're just running away " She said pulling apart.
"Misaki you got it wrong, I would never lie to you, nor hurt you this way."He said.
He just made it harder for her, if he didn't love her all he had to do was to be frank and just say it out loud.
"Usui just go straight to the point, you're just doing this because you do not love me, right?"She said and her voice was weak, and bitter.
"What are you sa-" Once again she interrupted me.
"Stop ACTING already!" She said.
"Misaki that's not what you think ! "
"I'm afraid it is..."
" Misaki - "
" Go away now. This is want you want right? Now go, stay to your damn family. "She said angrier than ever.
"Misaki-"
" GO AWAY USUI TAKUMI, I DO NOT NEED YOU! "She shouted at him. By the way. we . are. DONE ... do you hear me? WE ARE DONE..."
"Don't do this ... "He whispered.
" I don't love you anymore ... "She finally said throwing at him the necklace he got for her at the festival.
He didn't know what to do, he just stood in front of her with wide eyes, his lover hated him and he did not know what to say, or what to do to change that fact, he was just speechless because of the pain in his chest.
"WHY ARE YOU JUST STANDING HERE!? GO ALREADY! "She yelled at him, pushing him with her weak hands that were shaking from pain and sadness.
He did as he was told; he walked away from her, leaving her behind, while she was falling apart.
This was written by I create my own destiny but the idea is mine.
I really, really thank her/he.