Never is a Long Time When There's No Clock Ticking

by Russingon5eva

Maedhros decides that his promise of never breaking might be too much from him to stick to.

Prompts: 'Sky' and 'Abandoned'

A/N: Maedhros centered angst instead of Maglor. Aren't you proud of me? I'm broadening my horizons.

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The sky used to comfort me you know. Then the moon came and Morgoth deemed it wise to cover it with clouds of blackness. Looking at the stars once brought me hope. Made me feel as if someone still cared for and watched over me. That feeling is gone now, my spirit all but crushed. My shoulder aches more every day as do my wounds. They are not healing. Nor will they ever. And no, I do not mean only my physical wounds. There are emotional ones that scar my very soul and will for all eternity. But...I swore that first moment that I would never break, no matter what he did to me. Now...now, I am thinking that never is a long time when your time ticks on forever. Maybe too long.

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*Deemed:

verb (used without object) 1. to form or have an opinion; judge; think: He did not deem lightly of the issue.

or

verb (used with object) 2. to hold as an opinion; think; regard: He deemed it wise to refuse the offer.

[yes, I am mocking you. No, I will not take it back. I will if you review though. Please?]

{First plea for reviews. I did good}