What is this feeling?

I don't own the walking dead if I did I be so happy but I don't

Carl POV

There was no wind in my face my arm felt like lumps of ice my heart racing despite the fact that it must be well over 25 degrees this feel appeared right after Sophia when missing….Sophia my best friend…..who makes my stomach turn upside down at just the thought of her…thinking that I never get to see that smile that make my heart jump a beat and I got no idea why…but I like it I can't spend enough time with her and already it may be cut short…..no I can't think like that they find her…..I will find her… I just have to why can't it have been her stupid father that when missing…noone care and we just move on that basterd if we do find my Sophia and he hurts her again I swore to god I kill him…..when did she become my Sophia….I never know but I know she be safe…I will make sure of it

My dad come over and tells the group that we're leave this church I stand in the small grave yard as he make the announcement that he and my uncle Shane will look for alittle longer before heading back and Daryl is to lead the rest the group back and look for Sophia on the wayI know that only me and Daryl believe that we really find Sophia everyone else think she proble dead even her own mother….but then the fact that Ed is bullying her into think that not helping god help me if I had a gun right now then he be sorry…I also know that uncle Shane and Ed both believe she long gone….we prove them wrong Sophia alive and well I can feel it"dad can I stay and help…I want to help find Sophia"

"no honey you come with me back with the group" god fucking damn it mom if you so concern with my safety then keep an eye on me for once instead of this little thing you got with Shane trying to keep dad from finding out you cheated on him…I'm not stupid you know I saw you two kissing like they do in those cheese movie you used to make me watch when I was little I roll my eyes at her and I know dad proble say I can go that why I ask him and not my mom….god since Sophia been gone I been in a bad mood I wonder if anyone notice yet

"now carl if you come you do as me and Shane say ok if you mother let you go" god not what I thought I give my best pleading eyes I can make and with the expressing he give me I know I won "come on Lori he be with me and Shane he be safe" mom give dad an annoy look but agrees and me, dad and uncle Shane go in the opposite directing from the group

We keep walking for god know how long when I hear I noise I am alittle behind dad and Uncle Shane…who not really my uncle but kind is well he my god father not that I believe in god after this whole mess…but then dad was mean to be dead but he here with us so maybe there is a god I'm on the fence about this at current almost everyone is in the group apart from Carol Sophia mom Daryl who are not agree on this Daryl says there no god Carol may well been a priestess with her believe as strong as it is I decide I invest agate this noise so I slowly head towards the tree it big very big and it look like there a big hole near one the trunks…it kid bare big enough of me but if I can fit in it so to can Sophia I hear another noise and a shadow darkling the hole and a small shape appeared

It Sophia

She rubes her eyes her clothes are a mess and her doll is missing but she alive I feel a smile creep onto my face…I did it I found her not dad not Shane not Daryl…me I did it my voice is barely recognisable and churn out "S-ophia" she look up at me as if she dreaming second before I hit the ground and Sophia arms are around my waist and she falls to the ground as well on top of me…but I don't care and I feel my cheeks grow red as I wrap my arms around her as well I secretly wish that this never end …..But I know we need to catch up to my dad or we both be loss in the woods so I pick Sophia but in that way you see in those weird movies just then I notice a some tint in her cheeks…but then I may image it you can bare see her face thought all that dirt and run with her in my arm in the way dad was going Sophia look tired and is light as hell even know she as tall as I am when we catch up dad and Shane are still looking ahead so I decide to let them know after I put Sophia down of course to catch up I had to run about 4 mins with Sophia in my arms so it kind of hard work

"dad" I said

"what is it carl" as he slowly turn around to look at me his eyes wide in surprise as his eye meet Sophia's "Sophia" she nodded she has not had a drink of water in a day it seems so my dad gave her his canteen of water to drink she gulped it down

"thank you Mr Rick" I see Sophia as poled as ever it bring a smile to my face

My dad still shock asked "how you find us"

"I didn't Carl found me I was hiding in a hollow out tree I'm sorry I never stay where you told me…but there was a another walker that didn't follow you it almost got me till I hid in that tree it was too big to get me down there and gave up but I just stay their incase I was still hanging around…..I hope you're not mad at me" Sophia told my dad with a kind smile and fear in her eyes

My dad smile at her "I'm not mad what matter is your safe now come on let get you back to your mom" I notice how my dad never said her dad…I wish Ed die back at the camp all he does is smoke and beat Carol and Sophia he should rotted in hell

Sophia POV

I can't believe it the group found me I'm sure most said I was dead already…but I knew Carl not think that he my best friend he smart, strong, determine, fast and cute…wait cute no bad Sophia bad he your friend he never want you like that but still he is kind cute….what am I doing he will never want me like that who will ever want me my daddy always says how useless I am and how I never amount to anything but still a girl can dream…wait when I hug him I'm sure I seen his cheek where red maybe there is hope…who am I kidding and if he knew what I think he never want to talk to me again

But I decide to take a chance and I grab his hand and interlock his finger between mine…strangely he not looking at me but he does not try to remove my hand we walking behind Mr Rick and Mr Shane when we come to a small clearing Mr Shane raises his gun but Mr Rick lowers it as Carl drags me pass them …. I now see what it is it a deer me and carl slowly approach the deer still hand in hand I see Carl put his other hand up as if he going to petted the deer I decide to do the same

We move as one closer and closer to the deer when suddenly I hear a Boom ring out and I fall flat on my back I then sit up head pounding I look over to Carl…he not moving and their a red liquid I became familiar with over the years I see Mr Rick run to Carl side shouting something with tears stinging his eyes and Mr Shane looking round with his gun then I see a large man come out of nowhere he looks around for the deer then he spot us the colour drains from his face he runs over I can see their talking then Mr Rick picks up Carl and runs with him I jump to my feet and follow

This can't be happing just as he found me and…..and he may not see tommor…it should have been me….it should have been me why does this have to happen just one bad thing after another I don't think I can go on if he does not make it…if he does I make sure that he never get hurt again that he not need to look after me I help look after him till he better and then we can play…I wish I can see his smile just one more time plz god let him live I run as fast as my tired leg will carry me I'm barely keeping up with Mr Rick but I'm keeping up we are coming up to a little farm house a family come out

"is he bite" says an old man with a kind face he reminds me of dale alittle

"no shot by you're man "Mr Rick reply's breathing heavily

"Otis" an old women says Mr Rick nodded and the woman looks shocked

"get him inside and I see what I can do " says the kind face old man the large man Otis and Mr Shane arrive as Rick and I come out the house Mr Shane wipes blood off Mr Ricks face….Carl's blood Mr Shane tells Mr Rick to stay and he handle everything else and a Then before we know it Mrs Lori is here on the back of a horse with a lady Name Maggie and she says the rest are packing up on their way here I can't seem to see the asshole who shot Carl or Mr Shane anywhere I wonder why

I site on the rug in the living room still barley awhere of what going on around me till I hear the old kind face man who I learn name Hershel says Carl's stable for now after the screams of Carl where hear I had to fight the urge to run in their I knew that I get in the way the next thing I hear not good "Rick you give so much blood you can't give anymore I not take any more you need to wait till your group arrive if any of them have A+ blood or we need to do this now it you're chose Lori and Rick" wait a min I can help Carl at the CDC me and Carl decide we look at the blood test me,Mr Rick and Carl all have A+ weird thing thou my mommy and dad don't my dad was B- and mommy was B+ I'm also aware that Carl wake up a few time but I not allowed in

"I have A+ back at the CDC me and Carl look at the blood test results" Rick looks at me

"you don't need to Sophia I'm sure their someone else the group is only about an hour out* I shook my head

" no one else in our group has A+ positive me and Carl got a copy each I think I still got mine look" I took out a sheet of paper that I taking from the CDC he look at sheet

T-Dog =B Positive

Daryl Dixon = A Negative

Rick Grimes =A Positive

Shane Walsh= A Negative

Andrea Pinktining= O Negative

Dale Hustler= B Positive

Lori Grimes= A Negative

Ed Peletier = B Negative

Carol Peletier = B Positive

Sophia Peletier = A Positive

Carl Grimes = A Positive

Jacqui = O Postive

"well then go on we can use all the time we can buy Shane" says Mr Rick then Mr Hershel stick the gigantic needle thing in my arm….I hate needles but I doing this for Carl come on Carl live live just after I finished giving blood I walk into the living room where my mom picks me up into a hug I relax into her arms only alittle she seem shock to see me and my dad looks mad I avoided him he useless anyway all he ever does is hit me and mom and tell us we're useless….where that come from that the kind of thing Carl says about my dad then I notice something Mr Daryl the person who come second on the people who scare the live shit out me is smiling at me like he's happy I'm found he also looks sad as do most thou I guessing course the silver lining is I'm alive and well but Carl may die and no one wants a kid to die I'm guessing the fact I'm alive is what holding people together apart from my dad or course who looks like he hoping I die and then Carl and the people gone to get the supplies of Carl do aswell god why does mom put up with him I will never know

I hear mom thanking Mr Rick "thank you Rick for finding my little Sophia" she hugs him and he shacks his head

"I never found her Carl did if it not for him we walk right pass where she was "Mr Rick looks at my mom with pain in his eyes

"ooooh I'm sorry" says my mommy

"it ok you didn't know…..mind if I talk to you in privet for a min" Said Mr Rick and I watch as he and my mommy leave and I'm not the only one I can see Mr Daryl watching her aswell weird

Hope you like first chapter of my new story don't know how regular I can update since I got a lot of homework and other stuff but I try you see this is long well this is about how long each chapter will be and can you guess what Rick wants to talk to Carol about why does Daryl seem to care why did I keep Ed alive will Carl and Sophia crush grow to be more I proble move the rating up to M later will Carl be a lot more like comic Carl and will Sophia change drastically if you want to know read on also if you want to know nope you need to factor the thing that happen to them In to see if it does anyway tell me what you think so far and unlike last time I use Microsoft Word for this story so it done better than the last one I did which I no longer doing cause I when mad with OC's and had 17 for a story made for one or two three max so I no longer do OC story's thou I may put some my own in they been bad guys or from the comic and not OC's …