Problems
Many would say that Hermione Granger has problems, her absolute need to know everything, except how to look. How she would rather read then play quidditch or gossip. Now she's actually starting to agree with them. Dramione
Prologue
Let's say, that if I fell in love, this is an 'if' of course. Let's say I fell in love, but my friends didn't support me. Now I see their side of the story, not only do they hate him for various crimes he has committed against them. I understand that. Of course there's the minor detail of his not knowing how I feel about him. In addition I must acknowledge the difficulties I'll have to go through just to get a positive response out of him. And that he has quite publicly proclaimed his hate for my kind. He still believes in the vast differences between purebloods and muggleborns, and that he and other purebloods are above me.
I see that there would be quite a bit to get through, before even getting to him.
So what's a girl to do?
Ok, so maybe I'm actually in love with someone, and all those little details apply to my situation, the biggest problem though, isn't that he doesn't know of my feelings, but is that he doesn't like me…at all. No, I'm not pining for the poor bloke, that would just scare him away, or make me appear like those other little sluts, err, I mean girls, that follow him around. Nor do I intend to fully throw myself at him, as I'm sure that would result in utter embarrassment for me. I have just come to a simple conclusion, after much deliberation, as to the many and confusing thoughts running astray in my mind. Though I must say, that the actually conclusion, although simple enough, may cause me a fair array of problems.
Now what am I to do about this 'problem'? The fact that I am in love with Draco Malfoy, defiantly comes under the category of trouble. The subject of my affections causes enough complications, without knowing of my thoughts of him. He has a racist view towards myself, is proud of his house, making my house a subject of ridicule for him, he constantly fights and competes with my friends, and taunts me because of my attitude towards my schoolwork and my lack of concern for my appearance.
Then there is the slight dilemma regarding my two best and closest friends. They both feel the need to play big brother the minute a boy comes near me. They feel that there is no one good enough for the great Hermione Granger. Now as sweet as that is, it can be quite annoying, especially when it goes against my plans. He also lives to make both of my best friends lives hell and that he enjoys them both get worked up, over virtually nothing.
Hey, maybe I should tell him of my feelings, he'd like the fact it would annoy Harry and Ron. Mind you, that might be the only thing he likes about my feelings for him.
Now there is only one way to solve my problem, predicament, disease, infliction, well, whatever you want to call it. That would be to dissect my feelings for him, find the root of the attraction and for the greater good, destroy it. Destroy the memory, action, view, whatever it may be. Yes, this is what I will do, it's a seemingly flawless plan.
Now where to get started.
Well that's it for now, I'm actually doing a story, not sure why, but oh well :D
So read, review and enjoy.
Kat
