AN
Okay so I know that I have two unfinished fics already and I promise at some point I will finish then. I have just had this idea rolling around in my head for sometime and wanted to get it out. Just some random song-fics that really aren't related but I am throwing them all together.
I do not own Criminal Minds or the Songs used. They belong to the creators. Some lyrics of been changed to fit the stories better.
Piece By Piece
Emily's POV
I never thought that I would be able to get pregnant again but I wanted to try. JJ and I had been happily married for two years now and Henry is just about five so I wanted, no I had to try. Jennifer wasn't sure at first but I finally got her on board. There were so many appointments in the beginning but then we found out that I could carry our next child I was over the moon. I couldn't wait I had longed for this moment for so long. Since I was 15 and in Rome. I knew then that I was doing the right thing. I could not care for a child when I was still one and my parent's well they were not really parents. Sure, my Mother was there but my father. That is another story.
And all I remember is your back
Walking towards the airport, leaving us all in your past
I traveled 1500 miles to see you
Begged you to want me, but you didn't want to
While my Mom kept traveling all over the world as an U.S., Ambassador my Father stayed in the states to run his family business. The last time that I really remember seeing him was when I was six, my Mother and I fly in to see him, and it was the best month that I remember. He spent so much time with me, played with me, and showed me so much attention and then just like that it was over and it was as if I didn't exist anymore.
But piece by piece she collected me
Up off the ground where you abandoned things, yeah
Piece by piece she filled the holes
That you burned in me at six years old
And you know,
She never walks away
She takes care of me
She loves me
Piece by piece she restored my faith
That a women can be kind and a mother could… Stay
Jennifer never left my side during the pregnancy. And it was a hard pregnancy for the last two months I was on strict bed rest. I might have been able to get pregnant again but nobody said it would be an easy one. It was indeed very high risk. The first trimester I was a total basket case until most of the test could be run to make sure that my baby would be healthy. Not that if my baby had any defeats would change anything but doesn't every parent dream of a happy healthy baby? To my surprise, my Mother is over the moon about her new grandbaby. She wasn't so happy at first when I told her that Jennifer and I would be getting married but she has come to love JJ and Henry as I have. When my father found out about my pregnancy he tried to make his way back into my life after so many years of being away that it was almost a joke. I guess he realized that I was never going to join the family business and that maybe just maybe we could bring my child into the business. Well it would be over my dead body.
And all your words fall flat
I made something of myself and now you wanna come back
But your love it isn't free, it has to be earned
Back then I didn't have anything you needed so I was worthless
But piece by piece she collected me
Up off the ground where you abandoned things, yeah
Piece by piece she filled the holes
That you burned in me at six years old
And you know,
She never walks away
She takes care of me
She loves me
Piece by piece she restored my faith
That a women can be kind and a mother could… Stay
56 hour, 56 long painful hours but she is here my beautiful baby girl. She has my hair color and Jennifer's piercing blue eye's I thing we picked the prefect donor. She is just so tiny and amazing and mine. She has all ten toes and all ten fingers and I can't wait to teach her all the languages I know and all about the world. And of course scare away any would be suitors. Though I am sure her crazy Uncles and Aunt will be right there with me. I am holding her now and feeding her. It is such an amazing feeling Jen is sitting right next to me. I feel like my heart could burst from my chest at any moment now with the amount I love I have for not only my little Alexandra.
Piece by piece I fell far from the tree
I will never leave her like you left me
And she will never have to wonder her worth
Because unlike you I'm going to put her first
And you know
She'll never walk away
She'll never break her heart
She'll take care of thing,
She'll love her.
And piece by piece She'll restore my faith
That a parent can be kind and a mother should be great.
My daughter will always know the love of both of her parents! I will not become my parents and I am sure Jen would kick my ass if I did. I am sure the whole team would line up to kick my ass if I did. Alex has finally centered me. Not that Jennifer didn't and Henry for that fact. It is just something about giving birth. I love my family and I make sure that I love him just as much as Alex and he is the best big brother possible. Emily I you ready to go I hear Jen ask me. We are off to get a new set of family pictures. It will be the first with Alexandra and I can't wait to put them on my desk and show off my family.
The End
So what did you think? I am somewhat rusty with this writing thing I haven't done it for a while. Feedback is always great thanks for reading.