It was an ordinary Saturday morning at dameron apartment. The only thing that extraordinary was the fact that Christmas' atmosphere was still felt everywhere, though it had been over for 3 weeks now. Both Cameron and Damian just got back to Los Angeles the night before. With Cameron being at Dallas and Damian at Derry, the two didn't really spend their Christmas together, yet they did still send 'Happy Christmas' text to each other at December 25th.
Wanting to still spend their already-separated Christmas, they decided to reunite this weekend, and no other business could ever disturb them. Damian had even cancelled any other thing he had planned with his glee cast mates. So here they were, two best friends, talked and shared everything they had done back at their home sweet home.
"So Damian, I really love what my pastor said at Christmas eve back then."
"Really? I know I'm not a very religious person here, and God knows going to church isn't my favorite thing to do on Christmas, but what is it, mate?"
It was true, he wasn't lying. But he did though want to hear what made Cam happy. Cam didn't have thick accent or blue eyes that girls possibly loved, but Damian could really talk and listen to him all day and forget that earth is spinning right then.
The self-proclaimed nerd then chuckled, "God, I miss you being all 10 years old kid all over again, Damo!" He managed between chuckles. Damian blushed, not sure whether it was a compliment or not.
"My pastor said that, though we shouldn't be picky about our friends, and do not let differences such as skin color, height, or weight affect your judgment on people, we still need to be with someone who is honest and God's children. And I feel blessed that I'm kind of around those people right now."
Damian nodded. He let his brain digest his best friend's word. The way Cam just said it was priceless. His eyes were shining the whole time he said it, like he was telling a secret of the life. Well, maybe it was, but he could tell that his words hit through his own mind and that made Damian a little bit startled.
"And it came to me that God really is good," Cameron continued "He gives me Macy, well…gave" then he paused. His expression changed dramatically. He put his head low to look at his foot. He's doubting God's plan with his life, because, you know, they broke up. Two years and broke that flat.
The silence started to turn a little bit uncomfortable for Damian and he decided to finally break it. "I'm sorry, Cam. I really am." that's all he could manage to get out. He really was genuinely sorry considering his best friend had a great of two years of his life. Although―
"God knows what the best for you okay Cam." Damian looked seriously at his best friend, though his mind racing. Then Cameron glanced up to look at him. He put a little smile. It was Cameron's motivation words, which just popped out to Damian.
"Yeah you're right. I mean I'm right considering it's my own words I've quoted from bible." Cameron chuckled. He found Damian really helpful on this situation. "Don't be sorry though, Damo. It wasn't your fault." he then smiled. Not a fake smile Lindsay always had on her face, a real one. This made Damian feel less uncomfortable. His smile…..
"So are you ready to tell me what exactly happened?" Damian decided to stop gay-ly admiring his best friend and continue their starting-a-bit-awkward conversation. "I thought we were best friends, Cam." Damian acted a little bit hurt. "and just so you know best friends do not keep things as secrets on each other." unless it could affect their friendship, Damian continued to himself.
He then moved closer to Cameron's spot, making some squeaky noises along the movements at the couch they had been sitting. It implied that he really wanted to know what happened. Because he did. He was overly curious. Cameron didn't usually keep secrets. And Damian washis best friend after all.
"I'm really sorry, Damo. But I can't tell you why. I didn't even think the reason made sense. So it's technically not lying." this got Damian's attention. "What are you talking about, Cam?"
Then Cam blinked nervously, as if he had realized something. Damian shifted from his seat and took a look at his best friend's eyes deeper and closer. "Cam…What is it?"
The nerd's face started to turn into colors. "Um, n-nothing, Damo―" his voice soaked. "Are you sure? Because we were just talking about honesty, Cam." Damian, cutting Cameron's sentence, replied. "Yeah I'm pretty damn sure, Dude. Don't push me" he then forced a laugh.
"Hey speaking of honesty, can I just say I'm happy to have the most honest person in this world as best friend? And also cute, ain't that right, Baby?" Cameron had successfully changed the subject from his lovey-dopey-two-years-though-failed relationship matters to something that could make Damian turn red.
It did, because he noticed a blush shown its way to Damian's face. He then continued. "The best room mate a man could ask for right? A quote from non other Damian Mcginty's twitter?" seeing his Irish friend's face turned red like it was being heated, he laughed harder. It was kind of adorable, he thought. Wait―
On the other hand, Damian didn't turn red because of Cameron's sudden confidence of teasing him, well, a little bit, but mostly because he felt reality came in after his best friend said that he, an Irish lad who was in denial, was the most honest person in the world. Which wasn't true. And he felt like he was not really being a best friend for, well, his best friend.
Damian's sudden quietness made Cameron stopped his laughter and steadily study the Irish leprechaun's―as Glee mad him so―face. It was unusually unreadable.