WARNING: Watch Operation: T.R.E.A.T.Y. before you read this.

Thi is my first songfic: My Immortal by Evanescence

This is my first non couple story. It's basically just drabble about Chad. I really felt bad for him after watching treaty. This is the product of hormones, chocolate, and a sad ending for a good kid. I hid some quotes from the episode in there. There are three. Can you find them? You might end up really upset if you listen to the song while you read. I know I did.

Fear of growing up has fueled my journey. Longing to stay loyal to the cause is what drives me. My life's work has been shattered by a child. Nigel was just one of the many I vowed to protect for all of eternity. How dare he step in and take my place, especially after everything I've done for him and his bald head!

I'm so tired of being here suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave

Your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

Everything I've done has been to help the Kids Next Door. Practically every mission he and Sector V did, I was right there helping them from the sidelines, and they didn't even know it. But they still picked him instead of me! I can't believe it! My worst nightmares have come true.

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

I gave them everything. My entire life is dedicated to this organization. All that I had went into this centuries old battle. I would give my life for the cause.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

All of these years, I've stayed on their side. Secretly, I've been fighting right beside them. I helped them when they least expected it. Unfortunately, they will never realize it. Nigel Uno thinks he knows everything!

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

I did the unthinkable. I tarnished my once perfect image to every operative under the age of thirteen. They all hate me now because I betrayed them. At least, that's what they think.

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

I'm still with them all. Fighting against adult tyranny is the biggest part of my life. How could the Kids Next Door possibly believe I betrayed them? And especially after all my efforts to stay Soopreme Leader! They should've known better.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

I'm still a Kids Next Door operative. I always have been. And yet, they never knew this. They never can know, and they never will know. In their eyes, I am nothing more than a traitor. But in the shadows, I will always be with them.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

And though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

I was there the whole time. When they were down, I picked them up. When they were lost, I pushed them in the right direction. When they needed help, I was working in their favor. Things may be ruined now, but no matter hard it gets, I will always be with them.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

Thanks for reading my depressing drabble! Could you find the quotes? I hope you felt just as bad for Chad as I did. I hope you enjoyed this. Don't forget to R&R!