Don't cry over me

by Oh-My-Assbutt

Secrets don't stay like that forever and trust me that no one hates me more then I do for lying to... I don't own Merlin xx

Hey so I wrote because I was thinking how much Merlin's been though and when he finally breaks down he goes so far to even tell Arthur his secret and I'm sure you can guess the rest so if it's not very good or goes a little of topic. Anyway enjoy review's as usual would be nice thx

Don't look at me like that

Or remember me like this

The pain has finally set

The cuts are hard to miss

I'm not who I use to be

So stop pretending like you care

I'm nothing special here

Yet you continue to stare

I give up lying to you

You deserve the truth

But you went in to denial

Even with the proof

I understand your anger

I saw the hate

And that is why

I am late

Don't bother searching

I hid myself well

Not that you care

From what I could tell

I pick up your sword

Ready for the end

Because this life

Has driven round the bend

I plunge it in

As hard as I could

The hard floor

Soon to be covered in my blood

I fall to the floor

My body turning cold

I whisper your name

But my strength has been sold

As if you heard me

You rushed to my side

Shouting my name

Even though I lied

I guess you care

Why didn't you say?

But it's too late now

I'm at deaths bay

Don't blame yourself

It was me who grabbed the sword

Not much longer now

Soon I will join the great lord

I have lost too many

So now I must be set free

But what ever you do

Don't cry over me…