Authors Note: So, as I am obsessed with both Glee and Divergent I have decided to try my hand at writing a crossover fiction. This is mainly for my entertainment and I have no idea if it will be completed (I'm not very good at completing stories as some of you may have gathered) but putting it up on here means I have a complete version of each chapter.
Please review and let me know what you think x
Disclaimer: I own nothing accept the computer I type this on :) x
"Killer! Come on slow down! You know I didn't mean what I said right?"
Blaine stops and twists his grey jacket wrapping around his small frame before settling at his side once again. He looks up at the tall figure of Sebastian Smythe. He and Sebastian have known each other their entire lives growing up in identical houses directly opposite each other on the main gravel path amongst the houses. There wasn't much here but they didn't need anything. There were others who are greater need than themselves.
Or at least that is what he has been brought up to believe.
"What Sebastian? You didn't mean to say that you think Kurt and I are rushing in to things to quickly? That you didn't mean to say that he is bad for me and that you and I would be better? Sebastian…I know you and I know you meant the things you said…"
Sebastian fixed his eyes down on the gravel before glancing around him, a move that Blaine copied. They were lucky that the majority of people were in their own homes or in the city so that they didn't hear what of course they would deem to be a selfish conversation. Sebastian stepped forward so that there was a smaller gap between the two and lowered his voice.
"Okay…so maybe I need mean what I said…but Killer…Blaine…come on…you haven't even taken the test yet…you don't know that you'll both be here forever…and from what I know…you don't want to be here forever…"
Blaine fixed his eyes on the gravel once again. As much as he internally loathed to admit it, Sebastian was right. He didn't want to be here forever. He couldn't stay here forever. Sure, it was the perfect fit for his parents, who purposefully chose this area and his brother who chose to stay but for him, it wasn't right.
Sebastian glances around quickly before reaching out and running a hand down Blaine's arm causing him to glance up. Sebastian dropped his arm back down to his side before someone would notice the physical contact.
"I'm sorry Killer…"
Blaine smiled softly and nodded showing Sebastian that he believed him. Trusted him even. Sebastian rarely said sorry as he said he should have to believe it to say. And of course, one of the only people he ever said it to was Blaine.
Blaine gestured his head as more people began to leave there houses and their fellow students began to make their way down to the main bus stop. None of the roads were paved out here as there were people who needed it more, people who needed the materials more. It meant that they all relied on the dusty dilapidated bus to take them into the city.
But of course no one complained.
It was all they had.
It was all they needed.
By the time that Blaine and Sebastian swung onto the bus and nodded to the factionless man who drove the bus there was little room and the two were left to stand close to each other as the bus started its journey into the city.
Blaine glanced up and caught Kurt's eye who was seated next to a slight girl Rachel. Kurt smiled when he saw Blaine but frowned upon noting Blaine's close proximity to Sebastian. It was widely known that Kurt Hummel and Sebastian Smythe getting along yet everyone knew that they would do nothing about it. You can't defy the norms of your faction. And even they wouldn't want to cause a disturbance. Especially as it could render them factionless.
It is almost 20 minutes before the bus stops and they all clamber off making their way into the brightly lit room to await the tests. Blaine notices a small group of Amity as he walks into the room notable by their red and yellow clothes. A tall blonde girl catches his eye and smiles and wave which Blaine returns as he sits at the table with the rest of his own faction.
He notices the group from Erudite, dressed in blue, talking over text books every single one of them with glasses adorning their faces. The group from Candor are discussing something loudly at their own table. Blaine never fails to note Sebastian's particular interest in the group from Candor. It is clear to him, he doesn't need a test to see, that Sebastian truly belongs in Candor. He is honest to a fault and seems to follow the Candor way of thinking that politeness is deception in pretty packaging.
So, no, Blaine isn't worried about what the result of the test will be for Sebastian. It's himself that he is nervous for.
But he shouldn't.
But he couldn't help it. He knew that he didn't want to stay in Abnegation. He knew that he couldn't. Sebastian was right about that. But where would he fit in?
Erudite? He wasn't entirely convinced that he was smart enough to find the door to get in to the HQ let alone actually pass the initiation tests.
Candor? While a clear fit for Sebastian, Blaine was unsure as to whether he could be honest all the time. Surely, withholding some of the truth wasn't being totally dishonest?
Dauntless? Blaine internally shook his head. He had seen the hair-raising stunts that they pulled, the risks that they took. He had never taken a risk before in his life.
Amity? They were peaceful and kind and welcoming but he wasn't sure that he could be that either.
Which left the only thought in his head: Abnegation. He seemed to be deemed to stay in the faction of the selfless for the rest of his life. It was something he knew how to do. Well, he knew how to internalise the selfish thoughts that sometimes crept into his mind.
Maybe he could be factionless?
No, that wasn't even a choice he could make really. Not now and he though wryly not ever. He had seen the suffering that the factionless face. He had tried to help. And he just knew that he wouldn't survive if he was factionless. He could understand how many claimed that to be factionless was a fate worse than death.
Blaine's head snapped up as he heard the names of Sebastian and Kurt being called. Sebastian smiled at Blaine reassuringly but Kurt ignored his gaze as he and Sebastian made their way towards their designated testing rooms. Blaine felt a slight figure shuffle into the seat next to him and he glanced sidewards to find Rachel Berry sat there.
"Are you nervous? I know I am…Kurt and I have been talking about it for weeks…I know we aren't supposed to…and I won't tell him what the test determines but…you understand that right? I mean you and Kurt must have talked about it if you are planning to get married…are you going to ignore the test and join the same faction as each other? Are you going to stay in Abnegation? I mean…I'm not sure I can do that…I mean sure if the test reveals that I am in the right faction after all…I won't change it but…"
Blaine smiled slightly at the girl at his side, "Rachel…take a breath please…you sound like you are going to pass out…"
Rachel grinned but did as he asked, "But like the Abnegation boy you are you'd find the nurse right?"
Blaine smiled and nodded, "Of course…but…you're right…I am nervous…this determines the rest of our lives right?"
Rachel nodded solemnly and looked up startled as a women called out her name. Blaine smiled at her reassuringly, "I'll see you soon…"
Rachel took a deep breath, "Yeah…yes you will…"
Rachel turned and strode confidently towards the testing rooms. Blaine idly wondered about Kurt and Sebastian but he shook his head to rid himself of the thoughts. It was no use concerning himself about a situation that he will not know the answer to until tomorrow. It didn't seem like much time had passed at all until his own name was called. He smiled at the boy Matthew who had been called alongside himself. He passed the table of Dauntless initiates who shouted "Stiff!" at him as he passed. The nickname was an old one, one that went back generations but they should know that some of those descended from those who had once been given the title of "Stiff".
Blaine entered the testing room and was met by a brown haired wide brown eyed girl who greeted him with a smile and gestured for him to settle back into the seat in the centre of the room. Once he was there she smiled and handed him the vial. Blaine glanced at her questioningly before downing the drink.
His sight became hazy and he was pulled into the grasps of the simulation.
Thanks for reading xx
