I stood atop the cliff, my mind replaying every memory of the previous year. Each one, from the time I arrived in Forks fastforwarding to now. I sigh as I stare down into the abyss of violent waves below me, knowing that this is the only way I'll be able to see him... My eyes close, a single tear rolling down my cheek as I think of him, unable to bring myself to even think his name. With a heavy sigh, I take a single step forward and whisper softly, "I love you, Edward," as my body races toward the frigid waters. The sensation of the freezing water surrounding me jolts my eyes open, and before me lies the beautiful vision of my beloved. I desperately want to reach out and touch him, but I can't bring myself to disrupt the perfection before me. For a moment, I gaze into the eyes of the mirage, so caught up in this moment that I don't realize that I'm drowning. I no longer care, so long as he is the last thing I see. Suddenly, the image swirls into nothing, a cry of protest escaping my lips, doing nothing but release the last tiny bit of breath I had left, my lungs replacing the lost air with the icy water. I'm about to give in to the final relief of darkness when another image appears before me. At first, I mistake the bright apparation for sunshine, realizing only after it slams into me and begins dragging me towards the surface, that I'm only half right... My last thought as I give in to the haze clouding my mind is not of my beloved Edward, but of my own personal sunshine, Jacob, and how he is risking his own life in an attempt to save mine.