If Angels Kept Journals

by Jessaminebell

From the mind of the angel in his dirty trench coat comes a very in depth reading of his thoughts on the journey that has shattered his faith.

1. Chapter 1

Entry #1

Father, I've been told this was the only means to speak with you. Though that may not be true, I'll try. I have to at least try.
It's your son, Castiel. It's been a while, I know, but I'm still here.
Waiting.
Do you hear my prayers? I realize you must have many other more important things to do, but.. Would you please answer me? Could you give me a sign that you can hear me? Please. I don't know if I can keep doing this. Uriel, he's placing doubt to my mind. I know things have gotten rough, and we are anything but true martyrs, but..
I need you, Father.