Hello dear reader!
Well as you see i changed my mind on the order of my story!
This one will be the first in 4 tales.
As you see this one is called "Falling away with you"
Yes, i know twilight has used this song already,
but i think it fits what is going on in this story right now.
The first few chapters will focus on Jacob and his emotions
on Liann's death. Be ready for some sad and depressed, short tempered Jacob!
Title: Falling away with you
Theme song: "Falling away with you" by Muse
By: MyNameIsAlice
(Heres our leading lady! portrayed by the lovely
Emma Stone!
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Chapter 1:Forgive me of my sins
:Jacob Black:
I can't remember when it was good
Moments of happiness elude
Maybe I just misunderstood
All of the love we left behind
Watching the flash backs intertwine
Memories I will never find
Memories.
That's all he had of her now, just cold empty memories. Jacob felt empty and broken, his eyes dark and dull. His skin growing from the lush russet color to a pale shade. He stared out his window, staring into nothingness. All he could see was forest,his mind and heart wishing for it all to be some sick dream. Wishing she was dead. It had been 2 days since they put her in the ground. Two days of none stop pain for Jacob, he had sunk into a deep and dark depression.
What was he to do now?
Should be deny the fact that Liann is dead and claim it as a bad dream? No.
So I'll love whatever you become
And forget the reckless things we've done
I think our lives have just begun
I think our lives have just begun
And I'll feel my world crumbling,
I'll feel my life crumbling,
I'll feel my soul crumbling away,
And falling away,
Falling away with you
Staying awake to chase a dream
Tasting the air you're breathing in
I hope I won't forget a thing
He couldnt, everytime he tried his wolf clawed at his skin. Cursing his human self for what he has done. Nature was punishing him, that much he knew. Oh and Mother Nature was a cruel and vengenful women with a wrath greater than any war or storm. Jacob glanced away from him window and walked to his drawer that was adawned with picture frames. His dark eyes scanned the photos carefully and his eyes landed on one that made his eyes tear up. He leaned out a shakey hand toward the picture picking it up gingerly and stared at it as the tears started to fall from his eyes. It was of him and Liann working on his Rabbit, back before he was a wolf...back when he was just Jacob. His thumb lightly glided over Liann's glass covered face, as his tears hit the frame. His body started to shake as he stared at her face, which smiled back at him crushing his heart more. He let out a roar of pain as his arm whipped out in a flash of anger as a sob racked his body sending pictures crashing to the wall with a loud crack dropping the photo in the process. He ran his hands through his hair sobbing loudly and he fell to his knees not caring who heard his crys of pain.
In the living room, sat Billy Black as he listened to his sons sobs. He looked over to Sam with a pained expression.
"I've tried everything. I'm worried Sam. He's refusing food. I cant lose my son, i cant watch his kill himself..." He said in a broken voice as Sam laid a comforting hand on his shoulder.
Promise to hold you close and pray
Watching the fantasies decay
Nothing will ever stay the same
And all of the love we threw away
And all of the hopes we've cherished fade
Making the same mistakes again
Making the same mistakes again
"Dont worry Billy, Jacob wont die. He's strong." Sam said in a soft voice, unsure of the truth behind his words. He looked past Billy to Jacob's bedroom door and sighed sadly. He couldnt relate to his pain, but he was sure if he lost emily this is how he would be, close to death...wasting away to nothing.
Another painful sob racked Jacob's body again as his mind wondered to the past again. To the days where he and Liann spent days working on project in the garage, How he wished to go back to those days, where he was happy. Before everything, before this change and before he fell for Bella. He fingered a leather bracelet that he held close to his chest. Liann's took it to have a piece of her before she was put in the ground forever. He wished he was dead, he wanted to be with her. Then something caught his attendtion as he pushed himself into a sitting position on the floor. It was music from his alarm, the song was one Liann sang on many days he was around her. He began to sing the words softly as his voice cracked from the truth of the words.
"And I'll feel my world crumbling, I'll feel my life crumbling ,I'll feel my soul crumbling away,...And falling away...falling away with you...oh god." Jacob laid his face in his hands as sobbed again, falling to the floor again and he held himself and drowned in the last verse of the painful song.
All of the love we left behind
Watching the flash backs intertwine
Memories I will never find
Memories I will never find...
So theres chapter one everyone! Tell me what you think!
As you can see this takes place 2 days after Liann was
buried, leaving poor broken Jacob to waste away for a few chapters.
The stories for New Moon and Eclipse will be wrote soon, as prequel stories to this one!
So please comment and tell me what you think!